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Low functioning ASPD do not understand patterns well.
They're trap in a loop where they kept re-offend the law, lose relationships, lose jobs for being unreliable or lacking the sense of urgency, prone to addictions...

They're basically emotionally kids in an adult body.

Delinquent children in adult bodies, pretending to be adults by acting on things that no kid is supposed to act.

It's not the same way like how autistics are sort of like a child in an adult bodies. People can see the overlap, but I can see the distinction of that overlap.


In any case, I'm sure it's difficult to get rid of unwanted individuals and moments that lives rent free in one's head.

I wonder why, other than it's an outdated evolutionary trait in humans.


I can also see other distinctions from the overlaps of other conditions.
I know how ADHD overlaps distinctions are -- the same with social anxiety and alexithymia.


I myself had yet to figure the entire picture of why I have certain tendencies towards something malicious.

It did not came from hurt like most stories do, but from lack...

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Yeah I find it really interesting too. Like with adhd I think that my behaviour with adhd would maybe classed as just normal behaviour a few years ago or even now in some societies.

Even ptds it's like a lot of my behaviour with that is more like something primal rather than not normal but because I'm on high alert all the time and I can't regulate that then it's seen as not normal and I get a mental illness label because of it. But thousands of years ago my behaviour would more than likely have saved my life or even saved the lives of my whole tribe.

I just think that some people are more in touch with there primal instincts than other people.

walls of text are ok if only they have windows in them at regular intervals.

My depression is so bad without relevant medication that I cannot function - and sometimes I can barely even think.

There is no end to it. The bad feelings have been eternal, for decades.

I actually feel like I've changed. I kind of like it but I feel like I've got a new head and it's taking me a bit of getting used to

I'm thinking it's maybe the menopause or something like that but it's more as though I'm moving from childhood to adulthood and not adulthood to old age.

I am aware that I've missed milestones in my life especially adolescence...I just didn't experience it like my friends did. I'm not talking about physical stuff I'm on about emotional tings

Its okay to feel that these people whom are actuvely psychopathis are people too. But as I have victimized without cause by several different ones, some actually acting in conjunction with each other , whether due to being part of a type of hate group influenced by Peer pressure of religious convictions . When their behabiour creates and committs capital crimes , against human life . Homicide etc. Then you might have the dufficult time if dustinguishing those same persons as different than monsters, when you witness this repeatedly first hand . With Honestly No apparent justification, other than outright hate and profit regardless if how little they recueve. . . . .
Have extreme caution and trouble giving these people the slightest benefit of the doubt..And Gawd knows I tried ..
Have seen them operate without any sort if a apoearance on Concioseness..Of right and wrong . And they . seem to agrandize each other as to whom can mess over others , worse than the next person,like a jailhouse mentality..
( But this is all just my exoerience based on a life of repeated incidental .Interactions ..Wrong oeople in the wrong place) over a very long period of time .But I can admire attempts at growth in people wanting to move on !
And not letting the experience get control over your life can be hard ( Nigh Impossible)

I believe the lack of choice of dropping one's mask and an option to not blend-in and pass -- is just as bad as the lack of ability to mask, blend-in and pass.

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I wonder if I mask sometimes. If I do do its not a conscious thing.

I do try and not be like the person/people from my childhood who had the most influence over me. I've been aware for about the last 25 years or so that this is something that I fight with every interaction that I make and it's pretty exhausting. But I don't know whether that is masking or if it's just me doing my level best not to distroy each and every person's life. I'm thinking it's the latter.