Your biggest fear

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Fear itself.

Lack of meaningful Human contact. I have never developed deep affection towards anyone irl, not even my family or friends. Just vague respect or crushes online. On some level I think I'm not emotionally stunted enough to not be able to experience that. I guess I could at least pop mdma to emulate it.

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Sickness, death and being left alone. I'd rather die first before everyone that matters to me, but I'm terrified of death and the agony before that leads up to it. It's inevitable. I want it to be quick.

lynchmobs and all groups by extension
in my teens and some longer i feared any crowd specially of younger people or kids
somewhat that went away, but occasionally, like before the holidays the firemen' youngsters where collecting, while throwing snowballs at the entrance of the supermarket, that relived suddenly the fear of unpredictable people

being hit in the face, too

I'm afraid to allow myself to trust in other humans these days, as there is literally, no way to tell if a person is genuine, honest, sincere, etcetera. So, indeed, inline with what auntblabby has said in various threads_ 'this is why I'm choosing to be a hermit'. C'est la vie...

A picture of me being on the internet. Or more than just my family seeing any pictures of me. I have a severe problem with pictures.

Hmm... Lets see, the fears I mostly have in general are:

• Being judged & shunned
• The end of the world
• Dying and being in an endless void
• Being called a pervert (even though I am not one at all)
• Not being attractive (even though I am handsome)
• Graduating and being in the real world
• Driving
• Getting a job
• Walking in on people/people walking in on me
• Being rejected
• Sexualizing others (Even though I don't do it)

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- Being sexually assaulted again.
- Getting stuck in a physically abusive relationship.
- That if I ever have children I will be unable to be a good mum.
- Someone I am close to dying.

Dark turn lol.

Rape

Driving

Working at Mc Donald's or similar job

Hell

Death

Fat

Homeless

Social rejection

Hit by car

Paralyzed

Stroke

Coma

Jail

5150

Dog

My biggest fear? Finding the love of my life only to lose them at a young age. Even now that I have a girlfriend, that fear is still there, especially with the condition she has.

Right now my bighest fears are...

Never being able to contribute anything to society or the people supporting me, having to survive by leeching off of others my whole life without anything to give back

Losing control of my hunting instincts, which have been really strong recently, and hurting someone/something

Being involuntarily admitted to a mental hospital, having my fate entirely in someone else's hands and not knowing when, if ever, I'd get out

Not sure if I would call this my biggest fear or anything, but without fail every time I an near some sort of ledge over water or a long drop, I clutch whatever I am holding to the point my fingers are unmovable from stiffness because I am overwhelmed with the fear of dropping whatever it is I am holding.