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29 Aug 2024, 9:26 pm

^ Awesome.


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30 Aug 2024, 6:40 am

Yeah that's brill

What have you done to Lulu


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31 Aug 2024, 10:05 am

I was quite happy in the belief that my T was gay and then I found out that he's not

It doesn't make any difference to me


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31 Aug 2024, 5:49 pm

I wonder sometimes ifsome things just can't be fixed


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31 Aug 2024, 9:54 pm

^^^ thats a good question ^^^^


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31 Aug 2024, 10:06 pm

babybird wrote:
Yeah that's brill

What have you done to Lulu


I think he has a joint. :lol:


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01 Sep 2024, 5:25 am

:lol:

I can see it now


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01 Sep 2024, 7:13 am

So when you wake up at night, even if your oartially sleepy still, gotta watch out for those old memories and old thought patterns sneaking in , and wanting to hang out in your mind again... :nerdy: while you are trying to go back to sleep .

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09 Sep 2024, 9:47 am

If everything (I'm technically assuming, but that's my experience so far) works 'backwards' with me -- from not needing sensitization of interoception and feeling my feelings (which I need less, not more), to the model contrary to the model of thoughts influencing my feelings (which is that my main problem flows the other way around)...

... What chance to I ever have trusting anyone else, including professionals, when none of these closer-to-the-fundametal aspects matches mine and will always assume the other way around???

Even in some physical aspects; like water therapy makes me worse, or how certain techniques like breathe work likely triggers me more than calms me down?


...

Maybe I'm better off without a personal guide other party, without a therapist or a counselor for healing and self improvement.
Unless it's all about other people, how they work and how to approach them, their wellbeing, etc., and nothing to do with me at all.


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09 Sep 2024, 10:34 am

My daughter’s GF was excited to meet “THE Isabella Linton” as if I was some sort of curiosity.

Lol I can’t wait to hear my reviews.

It’s a little mindfucky to think I have a mystique.


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09 Sep 2024, 11:46 am

My therapist told me that people are never as smart as they think they are


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09 Sep 2024, 12:33 pm

I think he's grooming me but he might genuinely be being kind towards me but no one has shown me so much care and attention before without having some kind of ulterior motive

I think maybe I should bring the matter up at my penultimate session


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09 Sep 2024, 12:37 pm

babybird wrote:
I think he's grooming me but he might genuinely be being kind towards me but no one has shown me so much care and attention before without having some kind of ulterior motive

I think maybe I should bring the matter up at my penultimate session


I feel like if one isn't used to people being genuinely kind without some kind of ulterior motive they'll be prone to searching for ulterior motives before considering that the kindness is in fact genuine.


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09 Sep 2024, 12:40 pm

Yeah that's why I'm confused but I can say anything to him so I'll mention it and then it'll be out there


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09 Sep 2024, 1:25 pm

I think it's its more scarier when people are being kind to me than when they're being mean and that's f****d up


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09 Sep 2024, 1:26 pm

babybird wrote:
I think it's its more scarier when people are being kind to me than when they're being mean and that's f****d up


I can relate. I'm used to navigating being mistreated. When people are kind it's like suddenly I'm on unfamiliar ground.


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