My therapist brought up autism in our last appointment. It reminded me (my life has been very hectic as of late with lots of doctors and lots of referrals, so it's something that's in the back of my mind and I never get to it) again that my therapist and doctors had referred me over for a neuropsych evaluation for autism in late October and I had never heard from the place I was referred to. Seeing as resolving this usually requires phone calls and I've done so many of those and hate doing them, again, it ended up on the backburner.
Alas, I'm trying to pursue that and where things went wrong. I'm scared of being evaluated as autistic because it could put me on lists and with the leadership being what it is in my country that is becoming even more and more scary. However, something told me to still pursue this. IDK. I have Medicaid right now and they will pay for this, whereas autism assessments are usually super expensive, so it just seems like the best time... and again, I just want to find out why I am the way I am so I can understand how to proceed forward in my life. Are these 'quirks' a natural part of autism, or are they something else and can be treated? I just need to know...
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Diagnosed with ADHD, Strongly Suspecting I'm also Autistic