zweisamkeit wrote:
i am not aware of a lot of what the AS symptoms are... so naming off how i am is like.. trying to write a biography..
My mom said when i was a baby i wasnt too keen on being held. I dont like being touched or hugged, still.
i cant handle loud noises. the loud sound of trains, sirens, and cell phones ringing actually kind of make me panic, eventhough i know that it cant hurt me... my heart goes into high gear. and stays there. always had sensitive eyes to light but i just assumed that it was because i have light blue eyes.
i can 'lecture' for hours about topics that interest me... usually languages or anthropology.
I am very awkward in conversations.... especially on the telephone.
I dont like " forced familiarity" as i call it..... when people barely know each other and hug and shake hands.... especialllly when they try to close in on me and hug me.
when people talk to me i dont get what theyre saying right away..... takes a few seconds to process...
i can be mid-sentence... and take a pause ... to think of what im going to say, and by the time i am ready to keep talking....someone is interrupting me. I dont have usual speech patterns i guess.
i had really really bad anxiety Monday mornings at school... and even nowadays when its a Monday after a long holiday weekend, i get stressed because im not used to the routine. Wednesday and Thursday feel better than Monday, but im telling you, i go into a panic thinking of Monday morning nearly crying and im not sure why....
im in an office building by myself thank god.... its not that i hate to work with other people, it's that i can do better on my own... without them clicking pens and coming and interrupting me when i'm mid-project. it takes a while for me to get back into doing something... its hard to pick up where i left off...
here is a little bit about me.
You sound very much like an Aspie.