What is this? Inner vocalized debates/ violent movements

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I am diagnosed with Asperger's / would be probably diagnosed with classic autism before because of speech problems and speech delay and other "inadequate" behaviour.

I would like to know if the following is related to Autism/Asperger's or it's something else.
I tend to have strong vocalized debates in my head. I'm questioning myself, my thoughts, and the voice responds violently with hateful messages towards me, and I start doing these punching movements with my hands, and sounds, and will hit my hands against the table or anything nearby, it can grow, and the debates are very intense, I don't notice myself doing that and I completely don't understand if I am doing it in public. I am not sure if it can be considered a meltdown since my meltdowns are a little different, much more violent and I just feel like I have too much going on in myself, and I can't think, and don't understand what I am doing, will feel strong anger. Anyway these debates end up in strong panic and violent behaviour overall.
What do you think this is?

If you're perceiving actual VOICES, absent of any external stimuli,
that sounds more like schizophrenia than Autism, in my opinion.