FireBird wrote:
I have been on many anti psychotics (along with other meds) and gained between 60-80 pounds while on them. I used to be thin and beautiful and now I am very fat and severely morbidly obese. I am a monster. I hate the way I look and before being on all sorts of meds in the last 5-6 years, people and of course myself loved the way I looked. Nothing fits me now. I always have to buy new clothes. I look awful. I don't even eat much. When there was a period of being off the meds for 6 months I lost a huge amount of weight so I know its directly the pills. I call it poison for this reason. And it shortens your lifespan 25 years. It kills you. I wish so bad that I can go off my pills. I would never take Zyprexa even if my life depended on it. I have known countless people that have gained literally 100 or more pounds on it. On the Internet people talk about it gaining 100 pounds as well. If I get off the pills though I would go psychotic. Sometimes I'd rather live in fear for my life than be on the pills.
I know how you feel, when I started working, i got exercise regularly, and managed to get my weight down from 250 to 190. I felt great about myself. Now, on abilify, i weigh nearly 300 pounds and have tried everything to get my weight back down-short of overly strenuous exercise, which i cant do thanks to a bicycling accident i got in back when i was 18, i have a bad knee as a result and can only swim or bicycle comfortably, and i dont have a pool, and bicycling is too dangerous. I found that the best thing to do is to eat a lot of fiber and to drink water before meals-it makes you feel less hungry. I would like to try this mood stablizer that other people on here have reccomended though.
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