I think I get delusional sometimes

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It sucks. I wish my meds could fix that. I get all sorts of crazy ideas in my head about life.

Should we form a club?
Cos I'm frequently delusional too.

At least it's not as bad as it was. I once ran away from home because I thought my sister's boyfriend was hiding cameras in my bedroom to spy on me.

We should have a delusional point thread of illusions.

I believe in magical thinking, like not thinking of something makes it not exist and vice versa.

I think that's valid thinking.

"Everything you can imagine is real". (Picasso)


We don't know, otherwise.

It's a coping strategy, from trauma.
It can be problematic.
Especially when I try to promote magical thinking to others on an autism forum.

Mine too.

I'm sorry you're experiencing such angst. We all love your magical thinking, so please don't give up.

I don't like myself so I will be somebody else.
Who was I again?
I don't remember.
I don't think I exist.

I think there's nothing wrong with believing in things like magic. I have good luck charms and I used to have tarot cards and rune stones.

Jesus was a magician.
Only the church calls what he did miracles and warns against practicioners of magic.
Wonder if Jesus ever sawed anyone in half?
He was a carpenter, he had the equipment.

Jesus was a bum.
Walked out of a good job to wander around hippy style and mooch off people.
We should all follow the example of Jesus.

I think I know what you mean TW1ZTY. I had some delusions when I was going through a bad psychotic depression over my 1st relationship ending. I believed things were going on with her that likely were not, I believed people were plotting against me, I was worried people could hear/read my thoughts at one point, & I also felt like I was meant to save the world from the hell it was. My delusions went away as my depression lifted.

I'm supposedly delusional now thou despite being on good meds & having good mental health on my meds. I've been having a crush obsession on a celeb for the last like maybe 10 years now. I'm certain that if I could figure out how to spend some time with her & have her get to know me & truly understand how I feel about her; she'd want to be with me because she is way too sweet to be capable of breaking my heart like that. I have a girlfriend thou that I've been living with for the last 6 years. I'd pick my girlfriend in less than a second if I had to chose who to be with but ideally I'd LOVE to have a 3way realtionship with both of them. I can accept that I cant be with Miranda romantically because I have a girlfriend but I need to at least be part of Miranda's life somehow like personal assistant, bodyguard, &/or best friend. I've been on the antipsychotic Haldol/Haloperidol for the last few years partly because of this but I'm not sure it's helping this any. It is helping to keep me from getting quite as upset/angry about things as I used to get so I'd still like to stay on it either way. Maybe I need to be slapped or hit on the head really hard, or maybe I need ECT.

Yeah sometimes I feel like people are reading my thoughts too.