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Sweetleaf
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14 Nov 2011, 1:12 am

So I have posted about having visual distortions before.........but it has not gone away. Don't know if I am so depressed it's causing rather psychotic symptoms or if have some other disorder that better accounts for it. But if anything it is only becoming more noticeable............As for how I feel inside, I honestly feel quite empty, unreal and alone I just feel like whatever is left of me is something I'm losing. I mean I know what my basic morals are and such......but I still have not been feeling quite like myself lately, I feel like I can't very well define myself or anything.


I feel this time its more than me just overanalizing things until they seem more overwhelming and severe then they actually are, I mean it's real and it does not seem to be going away........just don't know if anyone can possibly understand how I feel.



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14 Nov 2011, 4:09 am

Sweetleaf wrote:
So I have posted about having visual distortions before.........but it has not gone away. Don't know if I am so depressed it's causing rather psychotic symptoms or if have some other disorder that better accounts for it. But if anything it is only becoming more noticeable............As for how I feel inside, I honestly feel quite empty, unreal and alone I just feel like whatever is left of me is something I'm losing. I mean I know what my basic morals are and such......but I still have not been feeling quite like myself lately, I feel like I can't very well define myself or anything.


I feel this time its more than me just overanalizing things until they seem more overwhelming and severe then they actually are, I mean it's real and it does not seem to be going away........just don't know if anyone can possibly understand how I feel.


Perhaps you are having ophthalmic migraines.



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14 Nov 2011, 9:53 pm

Chronos wrote:
Sweetleaf wrote:
So I have posted about having visual distortions before.........but it has not gone away. Don't know if I am so depressed it's causing rather psychotic symptoms or if have some other disorder that better accounts for it. But if anything it is only becoming more noticeable............As for how I feel inside, I honestly feel quite empty, unreal and alone I just feel like whatever is left of me is something I'm losing. I mean I know what my basic morals are and such......but I still have not been feeling quite like myself lately, I feel like I can't very well define myself or anything.


I feel this time its more than me just overanalizing things until they seem more overwhelming and severe then they actually are, I mean it's real and it does not seem to be going away........just don't know if anyone can possibly understand how I feel.


Perhaps you are having ophthalmic migraines.


Well I thought migraines were painful.....as in actual physical pain, this all feels pretty psychological.