musicforanna wrote:
Then in my late teens on, I was put on antidepressants, first effexor, then lexapro. With effexor, I only got 2-4 hours of sleep max on a nightly basis. With lexapro, I slept 14 hours a day. This is certainly not normal, nor is it helpful to my life. Now, I think I have developed a pretty severe sleep disorder which seems to be in line with one called "non-24.
Natural me requires very little sleep. Natural me only needs 5-6 hours of sleep each night. Then, in my teens, I, too, tried SSRIs for my OCD/anxiety. I was on Zoloft, then Lexapro, then Zoloft again, and then Prozac. None of them did anything for my OCD (I am now on Anafranil, a tricyclic, which is my miracle medication), and what's worse, a year or so after I first tried Zoloft, my doctors increased my dosage from 25 mg to 50 mg. I've never been the same. I started needing daily naps, and it soon escalated from there. All of the SSRIs made me so incredibly tired. It's a wonder that I was able to finish my high school and college workload.
The tiredness still exists, and I recently was diagnosed with idiopathic hypersomnia and circadian rhythm disorder- irregular sleep-wake type. Just one year ago, I finally found a stimulant medication that doesn't counteract my Anafranil and make me have panic attacks. I now rely on Daytrana transdermal methylphenidate patches to stay awake. The Daytrana is the only reason why I am able to hold down a job. On weekends, I often am too tired to even wake up and put my patch on, which makes me sleep the whole weekend away. It's a miserable situation, and apparently, idiopathic hypersomnia is a lifelong condition. Hooray for me.
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