depersonalization - anyone with this thing like me?

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i feel much better than in the past

if one will ask me about past traumas i won't be able to be specific but i really can tell that my parents didn't helped me much emotionally as a child
i feel like on a cloud or seeing life through a cloud

much of the time i just see people as stupid

do you have a tip for me?

how come one has so many mental problems?

I have it.

have you heard of having it with so many other things?

what do you think of depersonalization? just like what others wrote about it?

I think I had an episode of depersonalization back in January. I was having a really bad period that month, and I was having a lot of anxiety. One day, when I was eating something, my phobia of choking kicked in (I thought I had swallowed a whole piece of whatever I was eating) and then, suddenly, everything felt very unreal, like I was walking around in a dream. I wondered if I had died and had gone to purgatory. This feeling lasted for several days, and I cried just about every night because I worried that my parents and brother (who I live with) were figments of my imagination and would disappear when I woke up.

The feeling eventually went away and I went back to feeling normal again, but it was very uncomfortable and bizarre while it lasted.

I seem to have become stuck in a permanent state of depersonalization. Been there for about 15 years now. Just a total sense of separation from myself and others. I feel like the terminator when he processes the appropriate response to input. Nothing touches me any more. Everything is just a series of calculations.

A depersonalized personality that exhibits autistic thinking might well be a scizoid personality...

I know that I am a scizoid after all this years thinking I was an aspie

Last winter,it was like I was barely attached to my body,I felt surreal.I went back on the meds.I'm better now,thankfully.