Worked 19 Days in a Row - Identity Loss

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My job is constant, but I'm not complaining. I actually really like it (dog walking.) But I am back to work today after a day off and I find that I have lost interest in maintaining myself. I'm not interested in bathing or laundry. When I'm home I stay in my work clothes (this time of year - long johns, snow pants and snow sneakers) all the time in case I get called to a booking. I don't seem to be able to "switch off." I sleep restlessly, waking often. I feel like I'm stuck in a standby mode.
I wasn't really all that bothered by this, but my Mom and my boyfriend have both complained, so I guess I should address it. But the thing is, I just don't feel motivated to participate in my "life."

If you are on call, then you are not free to relax. I would not want to change clothes, if I could get a call and have to change back.

Exactly.