What would you call this? (tourettes, maybe?)

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Mum once told me when I was a kid I was diagnosed with tourettes. I dont remember that all

Maybe it isnt tourettes though, I dont know.... sometimes I think I got a wrong diagnosis.
I have to s**t like lift one leg into the air, then jump and the leg that was already in the air, HAS to hit the floor first, or I have to do it again and it must happen quickly. Drag my big toe across the floor instead of taking a normal step. Touch something until I get it "right", however long that takes. Make stupid loud annoying noises until they're "right" (though that was much more common in High School... and I had to put up with people claiming I was doing it for attention... oh yeah, I just LOOOOVED to give them another excuse to bully me every f*****g day)...ugh I am so f*****g sick of this s**t! And there's this eye movement thing that would take a long explanation but I had to mention it, as it's the most frequent. There is more but I'll just get on with the rest of the post.

I've been having computer problems which have made one of things stupid things I have to do, impossible and I was already annoyed at my computer, it really f*****g pissed me off. They cant be interrupted, they just cant.
Basically, my task bar isn't working properly. It randomly decides not to open something from the task bar when I click on it. If its already open, it will just do nothing.
And it just happened again. I went to Windows Media Player to select a different song., when I tried to come back here, it wouldn't let me. the only way to (very) temporarily fix it is to shrink everything by clicking on the bottom right of the screen (Im using Windows . Then I can open up one or two things before it f***s up again. Unfourtunately, when i needed it to, it refused to open more than one.. I betcha when I dont care so much, it'lll work every f*****g time....
The scan with Malware Bytes just finished and found nothing. Great.. so much for that fix...

Anyway, I needed to go from Windows Media Player to Bittorrent but I had to have my eyes closed when I clicked on the Bittorrent icon and when they open, they had to see bittorrent... but because of this computer problem, that was impossible. I am so sick of these annoying, completely unwanted, unnecessary , completely f*****g pointless BS! I cant handle it anymore, especially when it goes wrong AND its completely out of my control. Sometimes, I can partially control these stupid urges. But this is not one of them.

And theres Asperger's related issues I've been dealing with lately and Im just fuckling over all of it
I didnt mean for this to be so long and emotional.

It sounds like Tourette's to me and I also have it.