Hi! I usually post in the General Autism Discussion forum, but I also have ADHD and Schizoaffective disorder, according to my outpatient psychiatrist. Anyway, I went back to school (college) in January, and the stress caused a psychotic break (I started to hear things again), so I was hospitalized. Whilst inpatient, I was declared treatment resistant (I've been on 10 different antipsychotics) and started on Clozapine. I was discharged a week later, and found out that my outpatient psychiatrist legally isn't allowed to prescribe Clozapine. Neither is my family doctor. You have to be registered with the company that makes it, as you have to have your blood tested weekly and the doctor has to send the results to the drug company for them to review before they'll give you the next week's supply of Clozapine... Neither my family doctor or psychiatrist are registered with the drug company, and therefore cannot prescribe it. So because my psychiatrist couldn't see me that day, and I was going to run out of Clozapine in a day or two, she sent me back to the hospital where I was admitted to the psychiatric ward again. This time I was started on a new antipsychotic, Saphris, which has worked quite well for me for the last few months. I'm able to ignore the voices, which are only there quietly when I am really stressed.
There's only one problem: I've gained at least 10lbs on Saphris. And the last time I gained weight on a med, Seroquel, my psychiatrist took me right off of it, even though it was working. I am afraid she is going to do this again, and really, there aren't a lot of antipsychotic options left for her to go with if she does. I'm afraid she too will agree with the first inpatient doctor and declare me treatment resistant as well, and send me off to a new psychiatrist, as she can't prescribe Clozapine (the last resort med). This makes me nervous, as I hate change, and I've had my psychiatrist since I was 17. I don't want a new one, it will take forever for me to get used to them. They could also disagree about my diagnosis (although I was first diagnosed inpatient when I was 18 by the top doctor at our city's psych hospital, then confirmed by my psychiatrist, who is head of psychiatry for our city, and a psychiatrist who runs the emergency psychiatry services). The other option is for her to just switch me to another antipsychotic that she does have the ability to prescribe, but so many of them haven't worked, I am worried whatever she prescribes next won't either. There's a rare chance that she'll keep me on Saphris, but I doubt it, because I will just continue to gain weight. I can't control my appetite on it. I am screwed no matter what...
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AQ: 39 ---- RAADS-R: 187.0
Nonverbal Learning Disorder; diagnosed September 2010
Schizoaffective disorder; diagnosed December 2012
ASD/Asperger's Syndrome traits; diagnosed August 2014
IQ 120
(Diagnosed using the DSM-IV, not DSM-5)