I think that these states are actually quasi-medidative in nature. They come and go now but the pattern is that they cluster around periods where im focusing on an activity while tired. This has shown me how potentially powerful meditation can be because these states are instructive.
SSRI's have helped me alot, but they have also made my moods very very changeable. I can see how a much more extreme version of my mood shifts would lead to mania. I had a pretty bad anxiety attack earlier today but now 3:15 AM GMT I feel great, almost elated. Tomorrow i'll crash earthwards and then at some point sail up like a punted ball. I never become manic but its clear that effexor mirtazapine Bupropion and the other SNRI's carry that risk.
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And He is the radiance of His glory and the exact representation of His nature, and upholds all things by the word of His power When He had made purification of sins, He sat down at the right hand of the Majesty on high Hebrews 1:3