nerdmachine wrote:
First. Did something happen in your childhood to trigger this?
Did you come from a stable environment? Were you belittled, made to feel as though your reality wasn't the correct one with others like your parents insisting your version of events weren't accurate then they took that opportunity to instill their version of events which were false? Did you feel gaslighted? Around people that had no care about how their own actions and words would impact someone so long as they would benefit from it such as spinning a narrative making you out to be crazy so at any moment they could insist you were the crazy one to leave their own reputation in tact?
The reason I am asking is, there are people that may have a chemistry imbalance then there are people that are acting out in a manner that is a result of their childhood without realizing it. The pain has manifested into something else.
If it's a result of a brain imbalance, seek a psychiatrist. If you had a traumatic childhood, you need to dig deeper into yourself and bring to surface your memories and pain to heal with someone that knows how to treat you and talk to you with complete lack of throwing judgements in your time of struggling and understanding.
So now the questions is. Which one do you think applies?
There have been a few adverse things that have happened in my life but, in general, my parents have been very, very supportive of me and they raised me to be very secure in myself and my perception of the world. My problems have been going on for quite a while now, getting worse more recently.