kaiouti wrote:
I dont know about your country, but in australia the medical help is sh*t, first medication was risperadal, forced.
Doctors never bothered helping me with side effects.
Im off meds now and feel better, still overweight because of meds,
but now Im not depressed because of meds.
Sure I have my moments, but its a hell of alot better than slowly eeking into dependancy on the doctors o somehow "help" while living a life in a spiralling dependancy system, f*ck em.
Agreed, that drug is designed to keep us zombified, weakened and docile, to the point we're just surviving life, not thriving.
Am Australian as well, exact same experiences, had to take it since 4th grade, quit since about 10th or 11, finsihed year 12 november last year and only just now the doctor has agreed it's useless and wants to decrease dosage before getting me off it.
Made me depressed, overweight, suicidal, stupid/slow, dull, weak, manboobs, tired, easily agitated/aggressive, insomniac, etc.
A big problem was, during high school I was in the mainstream schooling system, so being a bit of a dull, slow, slightly overweight, out-of-shape, hotheaded depressed kid? Easy target.
Got off it cold turkey - almost sleepless for a week, but far more alive, energized, happy, confident, social, etc.
It was the drug that was preventing me from reaching my full potential and becoming who I am today.