What the f**k is wrong whit my

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This is one week in my life

Day 1 depressed (cutting myself again)
Day 2 depressed(cutting )
Day 3 emotionalnumbness(cutting)
Day4 emotionalnumbness/kinda normal (cutting)
Day 5 anxiety (hypochondria)(cutting)
Day 6 normal (cutting)
Day 7 a mix of anger sadness (cutting)

My emotions are like a rollercoaster whit almost only negative emotions
Sometimes a "normal" day.
I have also insomnia
I dont know what the f**k this is do you?

Oo yea im niels
I have had the diagnosis classic and pdd nos but i know for 100% sure that its aspergers

It sounds to me like your experiencing a bad depression. I had those problems when I was depressed but I wasn't cutting. Are you currently seeing a doc or psych about this?

I did ask my doc for this:
Sertraline
Dexamphetamine
Lisdexamphetamine
Mirtazapine
Fluoxetine
Gabapentine
Pregabaline
Triazolam
Brotizolam
Lorazepam
Alprazolam

I hate her becouse she dont want to gife my any of the meds i asked
But she would love to gife me
Anti psychotics but anti psychotics are just depression + emotional numbness
In 1 pill

I didnt say how i feel cus i realy dont like to talk about my emotions .

This is why i hate anti psychotics

Current users of antipsychotics had an increased risk of all-cause mortality, cardiac mortality, and risk of sudden cardiac death when compared to both the general population controls and the psychiatric nonuser cohort. However, the risk of developing CHD and ventricular arrhythmias did not differ significantly from the psychiatric nonusers. Psychiatric nonusers with a diagnosis of bipolar disorder, schizophrenia, and dementia had an increased risk of all-cause mortality relative to the general population. Rates of all-cause mortality, cardiac mortality, SCD (using the tertiary definition), and CHD were significantly lower among users of atypical antipsychotics compared to typical antipsychotic users. Both all-cause mortality and cardiac mortality were higher among antipsychotic users versus psychiatric nonusers. There is no clear driver to explain this association. An increased risk of all-cause mortality was seen in nonantipsychotic users with schizophrenia, dementia, or bipolar disorder compared with general population controls.

Got a prescription for Citalopram