If Diagnosed as a Schizotypal with Schizophrenia...

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What I'm about to say below is a concern of mine I've had for years. I already have gotten some advice from friends, but I wanted to get other's opinions on the matter.

So, for example, what would happen if I came out to a therapist about my unconventional beliefs of soulbonding (similar to tulpamancy)? Basically how I talk to fictional characters, see glimpses of them, "hallucinations", through means of non-drug induced spiritual/new age practices. Would a therapist (or psychologist) most likely diagnose me as a schizotypal individual with schizophrenia? Would they see these things as bad and unhealthy and try to "treat" it with prescribing me some sort antipsychotic medication?

If so, could I deny that kind of help? Or will I most likely have to get a new therapist at that point? What if I told the therapist that these entities have been trying to help me through life such as one of them specifically bringing me out from committing suicide since I was 13? Would they still consider it as schizophrenia even though these things are not negatively impacting my life as some schizophrenics experience?

Also, anyone else with this dilemma or had this problem before? Sorry for all of the questions... >_<

I believe they would diagnose you as schizotypal (seeing tulpas would fit "Unusual perceptual experiences including somatosensory or other illusions, depersonalization or derealization"), if anything.
Not schizophrenia because you don't seem to be lacking logic in your delusions (they are unusual but not illogical - you know they are your creations and you seem to have control over them - they probably wouldn't be there if they were not helpful to you simply because you wouldn't need them).
And definitely not "schizotypal individual with schizophrenia" because it would be as "correct" as "a pseudopregnant individual with pregnancy". You can't have both - although schizotypal pd can develop into schizophrenia.

BTW:
Your story is very similar to my own. I also created some imaginary friends that prevented me from commiting suicide at age 13 and I held similar believes as you do about your age. I grew out of it as I become older but I still have ability to create strong imaginations, bordering with hallucinations.

But I never bothered to tell any psychiatrist about it because I don't consider it important or troublesome (strong imagination makes life easier and more interesting if anything) and I am going through my life with logic even inside the unusual believes. (The next part contains some random INTP rambling) for example I analyze precognitive dreams idea with data collecting - if they actually happen and are more than what you could consider coincidences - and a logically valid theory that if everything that leads to the event in a dream already happened it could be theoretically possible to calculate it to happen and it isn't theoretically impossible for human brains to be connected to some information network we are yet to discover - I could name quite a lot of ideas how it could be explained, as in "the world is a computer program" - therefore precognitive dreams could potentially be possible by human brain calculating the date from the network.

Hmm... Actually if I remember correctly I did explain some of such beliefs to my therapist once, when I was about your age. She looked at me weird and said "But it isn't possible" but she gave up when I told her "It isn't possible according to current science but it happened many times in the past that science was wrong. And not like it matters right now, it doesn't change anything if the idea is right or wrong, I am not believing it that strongly, it's just a theory. But it's something interesting to research further some far point in the future because it can as well turn out right, once science develops more tools".
She didn't send me to psychiatrist or anything. She agreed with the logic.

A lot of therapists can not prescribe meds. The 1s who deal with meds are psychiatrist, not psychologist which deal with counseling thou some can prescribe meds too.