From past few weeks I'm feeling very frustrated because I'm not being able to stick to anything for a long time. One day I spend hours learning a new programming and the other day I factory reset my laptop and try to learn some other thing/language (i have done that for like hundred times since an year, and yes, a lot of bandwidth has been wasted). Sometimes im interested in philosophy, and the other day I try to unlearn whatever subjects I've learned and switch to some other subject (math, for example). I spent many hours a day try to master something, only to unlearn that and change my interest. I watch porn on my phone and I factory data reset my phone, hoping for a fresh start and promising to never watch porn again, but again i lose control and watch porn again, and factory data reset my phone again (this also has happened a lot of times since about year or two). I feel like i cant stick to something for so long to master something. How can I take control of my mind?
25 Oct 2021, 5:12 am
