Even putting the dishes away feels like a lot. It makes me feel really lazy tbh. It starts to feel like a puzzle I cannot solve. I get in trouble for putting things in the wrong place or not completing it. Folding laundry feels the same. It's just a feeling I get of being jumbled and having a lot to do when there's not even that much to do.
I get lightheaded and just feel like I can't do things that I need to do. I start getting anxiety. It sometimes makes it so I don't get out of bed, don't get dressed, if I do get up Ill just sit. Sometimes I'll start tasks but get distracted and start a lot at once and not finish anything.
My family thinks I have outbursts just to get out of it. It's honestly because it doesn't take much for me to feel overstimulated. I struggle the most with multitasking. I just wish I could push through better. My moods also get in the way. Like if I'm sad I just won't do anything. I get energy sometimes but it's unproductive energy. Like I'll just pace but not do anything else. I think I need to do things one at a time but that's easier said than done it seems.
Today, 9:03 am
