I have no Dr or psychiatrist right now
I don't know what to do. It's difficult for me to navigate these things. I think I need them. Especially with checkups for my medications and overall well being. I know I don't like going to appointments, however I still need them I think.
My communication struggles while not very obvious can make it difficult. I don't always word things appropriately. I get nervous too. I think I should get a psychiatrist with more experience with ASD. Also I had one kinda laugh before over Schizophrenia symptoms. I think I may need someone who understands my needs better. They laughed about me trying to start my own religion and would get annoyed with me for going off topic. I get very insecure when people laugh. I get it may make people feel uncomfortable though. I just need a Dr who won't get that uncomfortable.