Oh, let me tell you about my beautiful experience yesterday

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I wanted to experience a loving embrace once again, to feel something so precious as a boy's touch... and so I did, although the only reliable way is sadly through an 'escort'. Tried everywhere online and those aren't the kind of people who would normally respond to me. (Despite my first boyfriend being similarly hot.)

But... oh, I'm hopeless, I ended up almost loving this escort... it did turn out to be a loving one hour, not aggressively sexual or anything. But... he's almost even more perfect than my former boyfriend. He has such a gentle nature... artistic, sensitive...

But, hah, these are of course merely 'professional' relationships. I could never even create a friendship out of professionals in all my life, let alone romantics...

But still, he was amazing... despite apparently being a model and porn actor. He wasn't haughty, if he was at all popular (never came across him before personally). But what really awed me is his character, I think... when I told him at one point that he was beautiful (it was such a natural response... I really don't normally say something about anyone if I was lying... really, not)... he just replied with a really sweet 'thank you'.

How I wish I could love him for all eternity...