Girlfriend and homophobic mum

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I've recently began a relationship with another girl, my best friend for the past four years who is Bi. This started about six months ago and my mum didn't know anything until recently. My mum found out because she spotted a bite mark (I hate the word hickey) on my neck. She was furious saying it was disgusting and she was not happy at all. She went on to ask who did it to which I answered with my girlfriends name. She went on to talk about how she doesn't believe I'm gay at all and that shes asked people whether they have thought I was gay or not. Its now at the point that my whole school year knows about our relationship and my mum only thinks we are 'experimenting'.
I have really bad anxiety considering my sexuality and my mums reaction has put me back a huge step to the point that I can't talk or think about the conversation she had with me without feeling overly anxious. I get the horrible swishing feeling in my stomach each day before I go to school to see my girlfriend. And I am paranoid that my mum is going to pounce again and make me feel even worse. Because I have Asperger's syndrome and because of that my mum is very scared ill be taken advantage of as I am quite easily influenced but I need some way for my mum to become familiar with the idea that I don't know what I am but I know I'm not straight and to make her listen and not just go off her head at me again. She also doesn't want me to see my girlfriend again without supervision and that means, since I am about to leave school in two days time, I will struggle to see my gf and she is soon going to university! I need to solve this problem without making my anxiety worse and without meaning I have to live without my gf.
Thank you all for any suggestions of advice for me.

Hi pixiexw,

I know more than 2 days since you posted, so you may already be finding it difficult to have an opportunity to see your girlfriend. Is there an LGBT youth group in your area, or even an organisation you could contact by phone, email or some kind of messaging? They can support you (you don't have to have decided to use an LGBT label to get support from LGBT organisations) and they should be familiar with the difficulties that parents present and should not pressure you about your sexuality. If you think your mum might be willing to get some information and support for herself there is something called PFLAG and their website is athttp://community.pflag.org/ It doesn't cover the aspergers side of things specifically, but it is possible that there are other parents of people with aspergers who are involved and welling to share their experiences with your mum. This PFLAG website is for USA. I'm not sure where you are based, but in UK there are similar organisations, such as FFLAGhttp://www.fflag.org.uk/ and Parents' Enquiry Scotlandhttp://parentsenquiryscotland.org/ . There is also a young people's and parent's section on www.lgbtyouth.org.uk

It's good that you recognise that (at least part of) your mum's response is because she is worried about you being taken advantage of. Nevertheless, you have the right to develop your identity and form relationships. Everybody needs support to do that and information to make decisions. If you think that your mum might try to stop you exploring or expressing yourself at all, maybe you would be able to email an organisation in the first instance to get some help. This may not give you a solution for being able to see your girlfriend, but it might be a way of helping to cope with the difficult situation - including your mum. It may be that an organisation can direct you to other support in your area if it is not something they specifically deal with.

All the best.

If you're mother isn't accepting and supportive, simply keep your private life private and don't tell her anything she can be judgemental about. It's none of her business who you're attracted to or sleeping with etc. If she comes around to accepting the situation, great. If not, don't tell her a thing and just live your life as you see fit to live it.

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No for supporting trump. Because doing so is deplorable.

When it comes to parents that disapprove of a child being gay/lesbian, always remember that it's their issue and therefore their responsibility to get over it if they value you. It's simply not your job to try and mitigate it or fix it. You just have to be honest in order to hold the high ground.

Your mum sounds unreasonable. Maybe you can talk to a therapist or join support groups online. Talk to your gf online or text so your mum won't know and change the password on your mobile.

My parents told me that if I was gay, they wouldn't care and wouldn't treat me differently. Even if my parents were homophobic and if I was gay, it wouldn't really change anything since my mom nags about pretty much everything in the first place and my dad wouldn't dare to say anything about it (probably cuz I am taller than him, equally as strong and said before that I am not afraid to use self-defense, even against my own parents).

I second speaking to an LGBT organization.

It isn't fair what your mother is doing.

(There are WAY worse parents on this front and I expected that coming into this post, but your mom is still not being fair.)