So I'm quite comfortable identifying as bisexual. What troubles me is that I have never had any romantic feelings for people of the same sex while I have at least once or twice for people of the opposite sex. This sort of annoys me purely because there is nothing about the females I associate with or find attractive any less viable as romantic partners as any males I may find attractive.
But then for the longest time I didn't even know I had such a capacity to feel any romantic feelings and was certain I was aromantic. Then I started developing romantic feelings for someone of the opposite sex and that kinda made me reevaluate my perspective.
I know sexuality is fluid and I'm not knocking hetero relationships, but it does irk me because I feel like I'm being a sexist for not falling head over heels over some lassie. Isn't that silly?
I mean, maybe it will happen just when I least suspect it and I expect it to be the same emotional rollercoaster as the last infatuation I had. And by no means am I hoping for it to happen because, sheesh, that period of my life was embarrassing. But, y'know, I'm an equal opportunities lover I guess.
17 Apr 2016, 9:23 pm
