Giftorcurse wrote:
AGhostWriter wrote:
What is it that compels you to write, then?
I've been suffering from severe depression since high school. I've been trying to use my writing as a form of therapy, but it isn't working. Nothing really does.
I saw the movie Stranger Than Fiction. amazing, compelling, fun movie that I would recommend if you really want to see it, but maybe you should, because it really rings a bell for people screwed with monotony (don't let that offend you, just generalizing how you feel). Just go ahead, spend like a MONTH or however long it takes, don't write a book, don't keep a journal--you may be pressured to, that never worked for me (I suffer from bipolar and aspergers, but Bipolar II with a major computer OCD problem that keeps me from journal writing to start)...just learn something that interests you, that is easy to learn, that you happen to love to do. Meditate. Watch movies you like. Take short walks out in the neighborhood. More than anything, even if it takes you months, a half a year whatever to write anything, do what you enjoy, don't worry about socializing, distract yourself from what you hate. Eckart Tolle is a breakthrough spiritual teacher (and you're about to roll your eyes, go right ahead), and if you read anything or want to see what it's like to escape the fury of life, get out the novel The Power of Now. yeah, yeah, yeah JUST LIVE. you don't have to just concentrate on the moment like he says.
but everything i'm suggesting are things you should consider. Once you get out and try living, come back, try to write a paragraph or so. Or if you feel better, write.
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