InsomniaGrl wrote:
I am thinking about how i might be piling pressure on myself by imagining an 'art' market somewhere that i guess i have been hoping to receive my work.
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It's perhaps more a sense of art with a capital A judging me, but that is so impeding making anything.
Don't create art for "them", create art for you.
And for controlling perfectionism, I've found that if I can get to a point in the process where I am happy with what I have now, then when thoughts of imperfection come later I can remind myself that it was as good as it was when I created it, and only my perception has changed. What I have created has not suddenly become "bad". Preemptive retrospection can be a great enemy of creativity. Decide on a time when you will walk away, and call it finished after that.
This may not be the advice you are looking for, and others may not agree with what I have said, but I have found that this works for me. And I think with art, your own opinion is the only opinion that matters.