Last night, alone, I met the moon. I saw its halo and the love around. "Now take the path, don't ever lose your time. Just watch the light you have inside."
I watched inside and my eyes burned. The moon was right. The roots so deep, and the head so high. I want to be in and watch it out.
I know the reasons why I failed. The stars illuminate my being. Behold thy servant, you the force around that makes the planets be.
Losses, losers and more, gain of life's pleasures, cohorts listen behind the doors - to a life sheltered in, less than zero in me, all my walls falling down, pains aloft, misery.
I'm sure that the lessons were learned. I'm sure that the punishments went well deserved - by the pawn in the plan, taste of s**t, bitterness, walk from me, everything, systematically.
Come on, you were the one, you were the one, to dredge up s**t inside of me in my pointless life of nothing. Tell me what I'm supposed to be. Tell me who I'm supposed to be. Tell me what it takes to ascend. Tell me what it takes to live.
Patience, pleasures, and rewards come in due time, stare at the sun, I'm bored - in a life, meaningless, soaking up all of me - Like the cross you worship, life is loss, look at me.
I'm sure that some day we'll wake up. I'm sure that some day we'll wake from the dream of success and focus, tunneling to the light glowing deep inside of me, your taunting, I wake up.
Come on, you were the one, you were the one, to dredge up s**t inside of me in my pointless life of nothing Tell me what I'm supposed to be. Tell me who I'm supposed to be. Tell me what it takes to ascend. Tell me what it takes to live.
Tell me! Now! Tell me! Now!
Pain, misery, distress, dismal, nowhere, depressed, idiot, failure. Loser, in me. Loser, who I am. Loser, in me.
Don't feel sorry. Don't feel sorry for me. Don't need your sympathy or empathy, don't need your sympathy inside of me.
Come on, I know you were the one, you were the one, numb to feelings inside of me, why I've seized my vision. Don't need you to tell me who to be. Don't need you to tell me what to be. Don't need you to tell me how to ascend. Don't need you to tell me how to live.