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I woke up in a dream today to the cold of the static and put my cold feet on the floor
Forgot all about yesterday, remembering I’m pretending to be where I’m not anymore
A little taste of hypocrisy

And I’m left in the wake of the mistake, slow to react
So even though you’re so close to me, you’re still so distant and I can’t bring you back

It’s true the way I feel, was promised by your face
The sound of your voice painted on my memories
Even if you’re not with me I'm with you

(With you) You
Now I see, keeping everything inside
(With you) You
Now I see, even when I close my eyes

I hit you and you hit me back, we fall to the floor, the rest of the day stands still
Fine line between this and that, when things go wrong I pretend that the past isn’t real
Now I'm trapped in this memory

And I’m left in the wake of the mistake, slow to react
So even though you’re close to me, you’re still so distant and I can’t bring you back

No, no matter how far we've come
I can't wait to see tomorrow (With you)

Stars Of The Lid's Artificial Pine Arch Song (what else?!)

"Kid For Today" by Boards of Canada

Today I bought Twoism, A Beautiful Place Out In The Country, Hi-Scores, and Trans Canada Highway thus completing my BoC collection

I'm currently listening to my 16-bit arrangement of Mercury's Theme from Mega Man V.

A song and video about Body Dysmorphia.


[Chorus:]
Crawling in my skin
These wounds, they will not heal
Fear is how I fall
Confusing what is real

There's something inside me that pulls beneath the surface
Consuming, confusing
This lack of self-control I fear is never ending
Controlling. I can't seem...

[Bridge:]
To find myself again
My walls are closing in
(Without a sense of confidence, I'm convinced that there's just too much pressure to take)
I've felt this way before
So insecure

[Chorus]

Discomfort endlessly has pulled itself upon me
Distracting, reacting
Against my will I stand beside my own reflection
It's haunting how I can't seem...

[Bridge]

[Chorus x2]

There's something inside me that pulls beneath the surface consuming,
Confusing what is real.
This lack of self-control I fear is never ending, controlling,
Confusing what is real.

@ Maje

F**k Everything (Jon Lajoie)

This is awesome! I love this!

What do I do to ignore them behind me? Do I follow my instincts blindly?
Do I hide my pride from these bad dreams? And give in to sad thoughts that are maddening?
Do I sit here and try to stand it? Or do I try to catch them red-handed?

Do I trust some and get fooled by phoniness, Or do I trust nobody and live in loneliness?
Because I can't hold on when I'm stretched so thin, I make the right moves but I'm lost within
I put on my daily facade but then I just end up getting hurt again by myself [myself]

[x2]
I ask why, but in my mind I find I can’t rely on myself

[Chorus:]
I can’t hold on to what I want when I’m stretched so thin, It’s all too much to take in
I can’t hold on to anything watching everything spin, With thoughts of failure sinking in

If I turn my back I’m defenseless, and to go blindly seems senseless
If I hide my pride and let it all go on then they’ll take from me ‘till everything is gone
If I let them go I’ll be outdone, but if I try to catch them I’ll be outrun
If I’m killed by the questions like a cancer, then I’ll be buried in the silence of the answer by myself [myself]

[x2]
I ask why, but in my mind I find I can’t rely on myself

[Chorus]

How do you think I’ve lost so much, I'm so afraid that I'm out of touch
How do you expect I will know what to do, When all I know is what you tell me to

[x2]
Don’t you know I can’t tell you how to make it go
No matter what I do, how hard I try, I can’t seem to convince myself why I’m stuck on the outside

[Chorus x2]

Yeahhhhh XD darling,
I just arrived from a french comedy show in Toulouse. It was hilarious even if I just understood 50%... Just thanks for the inspiration... I'll be back when not drunk

[Chorus x2]
From the top to the bottom, bottom to top I stop, at the core I’ve forgotten, in the middle of my thoughts
Taken far from my safety, the picture is there, the memory won’t escape me, but why should I care

There’s a place so dark you can’t see the end, skies cock back and shock that which can’t defend
The rain then sends dripping, acidic questions, forcefully, the power of suggestion

Then with the eyes shut, looking through the rust and rot and dust, a small spot of light floods the floor,
And pours over the rusted world of pretend and the eyes ease open and its dark again

[Chorus]

In the memory you’ll find me, eyes burning up
The darkness holding me tightly until the sun rises up

Moving all around, screaming of the ups and downs, pollution manifested in perpetual sound
The wheels go round and the sunset creeps behind street lamps, chain-link and concrete

A little piece of paper with a picture drawn floats on down the street till the wind is gone and
The memory now is like the picture was then, when the paper’s crumpled up it can’t be perfect again

[Chorus x2]

In the memory you’ll find me, eyes burning up
The darkness holding me tightly until the sun rises up

Now you got me caught in the act, you bring the thought back
I’m telling you that I see it right through you [x7]

In the memory you’ll find me, eyes burning up
The darkness holding me tightly until the sun rises up [x2]

I am also really liking this song you put here, and the lyrics are awesome.

[Raz Ohara and The Odd Orchestra - Miracle]

Switch on, light the room, the dark, it creeps
You're the one I shared the day with all, asleep

I left a pile of hope on a window seat, written down on sheets
I'm in a strangers home, I'm a passing through, I don't live here

Out through the night, breezy street recalls a fear
I'll never have a life, I'm drawn between the moon and sun, I belong nowhere

I left a pile of hope on a window seat, written down on sheets
I'm in a strangers home, I'm a passing through, I don't live here

All these ways you choose lead to miracles eventually
All wars fought through will awake the cheer you've been holding down