babybird wrote:
I've just made this. It's my first effort and I am quite pleased with myself. But feel free to criticise, I don't mind.
i think that the fact that the "R" in your picture is inexplicably disassociated with the rest of your picture makes it quite amusing in a way. i wondered for a while what the significance of the departure from the theme that the "R" exhibits was, but then i realized that it may just be a spanner thrown by you into the works of my appraisal that causes me to go off on a wild goose chase in fields where no wild geese exist.
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MakaylaTheAspie wrote:
b9 wrote:
and i must say makayla the aspie, you have a deftness in your hands ...etc
Thank you. Really, I'm nothing special. I don't really have good control of my fine motor functions. I'm just very good at hiding it.
if one can be a genius by merely hiding their lack of ability, then all the occupants of the world who tried to do anything would be accoladed. you do have better control of your hands than i do (of my hands). you also have an ability to translate your imagined visually enhanced alternatives to the real world into drawings that you seemingly carefully craft. i saw a video you posted once where you were in the act of drawing, and i was perplexed at how you translated into pencil strokes, that that you saw just seconds earlier in your mind. i can not do that. i would never be able to do that no matter how hard i tried to learn.
b9 wrote:
i can not draw what i see as can you. i just imagine patterns and i see very little of life.
MakaylaTheAspie wrote:
Your abstract art is very vivid and fascinating, I could look at them for a long time. Don't be too down on yourself, you're a lot better at this than I am.
thanks for your supportive words. i am not "down" on myself in any way. i do not consider my self-worth to be in any way associated with my abilities to do things.
i am always happy with my productions, but other people in real life that i know tell me that after seeing a few of my patterns, that they have seen them all. there is nothing that ever is a drastic change to my patterns of thinking, and other people have their own lives to explore rather than scrutinizing my patterns for whatever meaning they contain.
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anyway, i was never able to tie knots in real life. i have shoes with no laces and i have no strings attached to anything in real life because i can not follow the rules that i must follow to tie them.
but in my private mind i can imagine quite intricate knots.
here is a picture of my attempt to capture the complexity of the knots i can imagine but could never tie.
here is an idea i had about the effect the gravity of an imposing object passing close to my ideas would have on them.