. To never define infinity does it justice .
i will orbit around you my spirit for now and forever more
like a soul that yearns for what should have been home
im sacred im whole and i cant need anymore
way past learning life leasons to live long ago
dying in a man i wish i were god
hoping there is a plan i set myself apart
butterflies and evesdrops cant calm before the storm
filled from within your concerns., self destruction turns n`to art
born into an oath i preserved.,
the falling righteous,try to catch the fallen
sacred sins and dirty rights cant hurt me now
distracted apathy concerns to my every need
fall to fall over slay to be sought after
i saw the tides rise up in front of me
waves crash`d till the next one bloomed
breathing smoke chronically insistsn on normalcy
there aint a choice but to fight-pretend gravity
or was it the rise toward the other side,
away from yourself and into the white orb
that ever shining never mine`s
whats that far, always seemed so dear
all force lost i crash again within the fear-
sanity`s cost, a f/light that never goes out
to pretend goldengreen till the orbit`s eclipse
try prove proof of a cause into chase to resist
chaos rests peacefully in a mind without a mission
wisdom infernal`s my line`s of vision, carving a path
to breathe desire and shine thirst to un-known
as it silently fights its encapsuled own`d soul
journey`s and care`s are lost when the endings a prize
heroes and cowards cost the price of their damn lie`s
white dwarfs and supernovas recede into darkness out of sight
so it would be for them that start, fragility to a dead heart
or death in blinding darkness as beautifull minds revolve
weaving silence and power to the ever martyr black hole
cold depths and eternal strength to suck out all life
off of existence, hoping to begin again
with the mind of a childs heart and a million dream soul
flowing passion and wonder ?with life into an unsatisfied bowl
lie of a parents care and death to every snare
sounding of home`s and prize`s at night`s dissapear
oblivious to living they`re all singing toward a cliff
eager to exit, never to breathe to exist
i`ll watch them die in vain and with my pleasure
alone i`ve tread the valley of the shadow of death for sunken treasure
why did`nt every soul before me, was`nt brave enough to care
to dream immortal royalty ., try be the prince`s heir
all the pain in the pleasure of pushing through with it-s
protection and tragedy of all three kings on their knees
break the frontline, kiss everyday goodbye for the last time
go nuclear in fusion absolute in`dependant
drenched in destruction to sing in fluent pleasance
solvent drain altogether opportune sanity
what`s a f**k of a life to the might of a mind
restraint and will toward the void, you`ll see eventually
insanity purges rufuge in glory infinity
battle the world, f**k my soul f**k your eternity in a hole
solid and solitarily i float toward away from mime`d 3rd dimension
i am stationary, nonrevolutionary ever glowing knowing madness in-sanity
heart beating to an evolved rhythm i find it harder to process the kingdom
results and predisposition are all that matter in this experimental reality
every twist and turning winding a countdown to self destruction
while it felt good to feel hypocrasy, all i ever searched for was the freedom to just be
now i`ve got the sorrow of a cross i bore craving impotent religious vanity
all i have is the loss of my past saving up for a price i never got to pay
play,fight,cry and save more lie`s, in darkness lays all childhood rotting away
do you doubt its significance in the future of mankind?? can you yet quantify it with your feeble mind?
free my soul onto the next eden, into celestial wilderness
death and decay cant justify the velocity of my finite quest
so i stay in await for the ones that oversee all life and light
to build me a better grave, away from this disintegrating radioactivity
momentum of a hurricane and the thought force of nightmares
strange to exist in this much f*****g bliss
hate the worlds to save and the minds that cave
harness the value of my life, steal to fix a broken soul
i get that you dont have a reference to se your night through
lies and divides only strengthen toxic uncertainty
words that howl death to the living,
kin to sin and its wealth
bury me in the moon, there i wont decay anymore than i already have
i bear the weight of my mind with a cold/sore heart
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20 May 2012, 7:50 am
