poem about my night , ASD1-2

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TrippyPhysics
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11 Mar 2014, 9:52 pm

why go to sleep and wake up sad,
why ball and weap when i stay mad,
why even talk if its not understood
why try so hard then get nothing good,
why reflect on what i cant do
when all day long i try impressing you,
why let you make me feel this way,
every single dreaded day,
ive tried my hardest to explain,
but with those words they carry pain,
i just want love when i feel blue,
cuz when ur down i do love you,
maybe i expect to much,
i guess ill be letting up,
when im already standing dont help me up.

MjrMajorMajor
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11 Mar 2014, 10:04 pm

:salut: well said

It fits the mood tonight.

Lostiehere
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12 Mar 2014, 7:06 am

Nice poem and can relate. At times, I wonder what the point of trying is...been down thinking on this...can't explain and too many boundaries.

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TrippyPhysics
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12 Mar 2014, 12:32 pm

but the only thing you can do is keep on going, good will always root from the bad you just have to find it and go with it, cheers!

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14 Mar 2014, 6:24 am

TrippyPhysics wrote:

why go to sleep and wake up sad,
why ball and weap when i stay mad,
why even talk if its not understood
why try so hard then get nothing good,
why reflect on what i cant do
when all day long i try impressing you,
why let you make me feel this way,
every single dreaded day,
ive tried my hardest to explain,
but with those words they carry pain,
i just want love when i feel blue,
cuz when ur down i do love you,you
maybe i expect to much,
i guess ill be letting up,
when im already standing dont help me up.

You're thinking about a man that doesn't think about you
chaos and pain rain and reign around you
Your thoughts of love don't include you

next time you meet him tell him to f**k off!

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TrippyPhysics
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Joined: 10 Mar 2014
Age: 34
Gender: Female
Posts: 67

15 Mar 2014, 6:15 am

its a girl actually! indeed i am gay but the matter of the problem is my ASD effects everything cause i dont understand most emotions and we argue because of it, stuff she will kid around with i take serious even if explained sometimes:/ but i try my best to be different an pretend to laugh at stuff when in all honesty it hurts

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