Growing up as an Aspie Arianator

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So sorry if this is not where it should be. (Since it's talking about aspergers and it should really be in the autism section because Asperger's is a high functioning form but I think the topic more leans towards music since the subject in particular is based around a singer, if you are familiar with the term it should ring a bell, strike a chord... toe may toe , tore mart toe whatever way you put it)

As you can obviously see in the title without needing a pair of binoculars I'm an Arianator. If you haven't heard of the term it's basically someone who is a fan of the insanely talented singer Ariana Grande. Since I'm diagnosed with aspergers It makes it easier for me to obsess easily over her because I think I read something about aspie's focusing on particular interests somewhere. (In which google kindly obliged to searching without my browsing crashing, thankyou chrome.. Internet Explorer take notes).

Becoming a fan with her has made me optimistic about my social life. It gives me hope that I can now start up a conversation (without failing miserably this time) about Ariana and I can get off on the right foot with that person when I'm trying to make them a friend of mine, I feel like it becomes a lot more easier when a person has common interests.

For years I have had depression which has disrupted me in many ways (stopping me from doing things, blocking out people, becoming more aggressive). And I'm just hoping that my obsession with Ariana is finally going to make life a bit more easy for me because if I can make it easier I can finally enjoy everything again. (My pessimistic views and no interest moods ruin it for me).

I have loads of merch sitting in my room like posters, pillows, t-shirts, cardboard cutouts and even the merch I got from the honeymoon tour which I went to. (Any sane person would run for the hills the minute they step into my room, it's like a Ariana Grande Museum in here. I always have a feeling to take everything down when a person comes because I don't want to embarrass myself since I'm a 19 year old man and in a way it might come out as a bit weird to some people)

I wish to one day meet her by going to another international concert tour or by randomly meeting her during a stroll down through the park, maybe a few pictures with her and that's me satisfied for the rest of the year.

I think I have yapped on for a good while now, discuss below and take the poll at the top.