When I am writing, I am constantly rephrasing, rewording, and rearranging my words, so usually i am eventually able to edit out "mistakes" (as long as I am typing on a computer)... but when i am drawing, my style is such that I do it somewhat autonomously and self-referentially... so that every single line or dot is "a controlled accident." The way I like to put it is that I am just trying to render a crude approximation of the patterns and synesthesias I see in my mind's eye as i am moving my hand. i never know what is going to happen when I start to draw. So mistakes can just be transformed into something very easily. I will say that sometimes I will have drawn something really nice, and I might see the opportunity to make some "swoosh" that would fit...and it doesn't come out right... and that can upset me slightly... and I will always see that part and be dissatisfied with it, because I know what was intended. This can leead to me beecoming shy about starting up on a project from the previous night let alone weeks/moths years ago... I am afraid I will "ruin it." I've heard it said that "great works of art are never finished, they are merely abandoned." This applies to all forms of art.
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“In the same way that you see a flower in a field, it’s really the whole field that is flowering, because the flower couldn’t exist in that particular place without the special surroundings of the field; you only find flowers in surroundings that will support them. So in the same way, you only find human beings on a planet of this kind, with an atmosphere of this kind, with a temperature of this kind- supplied by a convenient neighboring star. And so, as the flower is a flowering of the field, I feel myself as a personing- a manning- a peopling of the whole universe. –In other words, I, like everything else in the universe, seem to be a center… a sort of vortex, at which the whole energy of the universe realizes itself- comes alive… an aperture through which the whole universe is conscious of itself. In other words, I go with it as a center to a circumference.”~ Alan Watts