Joined: 25 Nov 2022 Age: 31 Gender: Non-binary Posts: 1,362 Location: USA
22 Apr 2023, 12:20 am
For me, this is one of my top ones:
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It takes a simple nod to fall in line But it takes everything to stand alone Eventually you may end up crossing a line Before you understand that your ass is on your own
Believe me I don't judge you just because of what you do So don't judge me on things I'd rather not do It ain't easy trying not to fit in Lost touch to a few close ones cuz I didn't give in
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I wanna live my life not to just exist Gonna get my rights so I fight back and resist They wanna do it like they own me Make another me like cloning only little do they know me You can never hold me
_________________ ASD level 1, ADHD-C, most likely have dyscalculia as well. RSD hurts. RAADs: 104 | ASQ: 30 | CAT-Q: 139 | Aspie Quiz: 116/200 (84% probability of being atypical)
Also diagnosed with: seasonal depression, anxiety, OCD
Joined: 16 Oct 2008 Age: 49 Gender: Male Posts: 146
22 Apr 2023, 2:44 am
I see my failures and know people are better than me at a lot but then I do things they think is impossible (usually by making a connection they didn't). So this is me.
Joined: 27 Oct 2014 Age: 40 Gender: Non-binary Posts: 29,517 Location: Right over your left shoulder
22 Apr 2023, 2:47 am
Le Désordre, C'est Moi
_________________ I was ashamed of myself when I realised life was a costume party and I attended with my real face "Many of us like to ask ourselves, What would I do if I was alive during slavery? Or the Jim Crow South? Or apartheid? What would I do if my country was committing genocide?' The answer is, you're doing it. Right now." —Former U.S. Airman (Air Force) Aaron Bushnell
Joined: 25 Aug 2013 Age: 67 Gender: Male Posts: 36,245 Location: Long Island, New York
22 Apr 2023, 4:02 am
"Don't wanna talk anymore I'm obsessed with silence I go home and I lock my door I can hear the sirens
I see buildings and bars from the window And I listen to the wind blow I see people and cars covered in gold And I'm happy to be on my own
Hard like a rock, cold like stone White like a diamond, black like coal Cut like a jewel, yeah I repair Myself when you're not there
Solitaire Something you consider rare I don't wanna be compared With that cheap shimmer and glitter Solitaire
I'm in love with the ice-blue, gray skies of England I'll admit, all I wanna do is get drunk and silent Watch my life unfold all around me Like a beautiful garden I see flowers so tall, they surround me Oh my heart, it became so hardened
Hard like a rock, cold like stone White like a diamond, black like coal Cut like a jewel, yeah I repair Myself when you're not there
Solitaire Something you consider rare I don't wanna be compared With that cheap shimmer and glitter Solitaire
And all the other jewels around me They astounded me at first I covered up my heart in boundaries And all the fakes, they called me cursed But I'm not cursed, I'm not cursed I was just covered in dirt, dirt, dirt, dirt
Solitaire Something you consider rare I don't wanna be compared With that cheap shimmer and glitter Solitaire
"Something feels so strange tonight It's not wrong but it's just not right Some hidden complications, fill me with hesiatation and it gets so dark in here I can't see through doubts and fears Walled in by expectation, I need a deviation Change in perspective, alternateive view To help me see clearly, observe something new All I want is a window to look through All I need is a window to look through It's the only thing that I really wanna do anyway All I want is a window to look through All I need is a window to look through It's the only thing that I really wanna do anyway
outside the world's so dangerous It's hard to find someone to trust Fills me with reservation drives me into hibernation I watch what's going on But I don't want to belong Leave me in my introspection Safely behind protection
All I want is a window to look through All I need is a window to look through It's the only thing that I really wanna do anyway All I want is a window to look through All I need is a window to look through It's the only thing that I really wanna do anyway looking through windows at the world Looking through windows at the world Safe behind windows from the world Safe behind windows from the world Watching my window world go by Just watching my window world go by Without my window who am I Without my window who am I All I want is a window to look through All I need is a window to look through It's the only thing that I really wanna do anyway All I want is a window to look through All I need is a window to look through It's the only thing that I really wanna do anyway All I want All I want is a window to look through All I want All I need is a window to look through All I need It's the only thing that I really wanna do anyway All I want is a window to look through All I need is a window to look through It's the only thing that I really wanna do anyway"
_________________ Professionally Identified and joined WP August 26, 2013 DSM 5: Autism Spectrum Disorder, DSM IV: Aspergers Moderate Severity
“My autism is not a superpower. It also isn’t some kind of god-forsaken, endless fountain of suffering inflicted on my family. It’s just part of who I am as a person”. - Sara Luterman
Joined: 25 Nov 2022 Age: 31 Gender: Non-binary Posts: 1,362 Location: USA
06 May 2023, 11:32 pm
I feel like I was born for devastation and reform I'll destroy everything I love and the worst part is I'll pull my heart out, reconstruct But in the end it's nothing but a shell of what I had when I first started
An injury, I'll cause with my own fist it It seems to me to be slightly masochistic But there'd be no story without all this dissension So I inflict the conflict with the utmost of intention
_________________ ASD level 1, ADHD-C, most likely have dyscalculia as well. RSD hurts. RAADs: 104 | ASQ: 30 | CAT-Q: 139 | Aspie Quiz: 116/200 (84% probability of being atypical)
Also diagnosed with: seasonal depression, anxiety, OCD
Joined: 25 Nov 2022 Age: 31 Gender: Non-binary Posts: 1,362 Location: USA
13 May 2023, 5:53 pm
I'm different and weird and f**king proud of it!
Welcome to the freak show This is where the freaks go This is the place that they can never take away Welcome to the freak show We don't ever need no One to tell us who to be, how to think I don't care what they believe Welcome to the freak show
Welcome to the outcast Take a step across the tracks We ain't got nothing to prove Don't need your smiling face Don't need your hand to shake 'Cause this is my life to live and I ain't living for you
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I'm a freak, naturally Just how I wanna be
_________________ ASD level 1, ADHD-C, most likely have dyscalculia as well. RSD hurts. RAADs: 104 | ASQ: 30 | CAT-Q: 139 | Aspie Quiz: 116/200 (84% probability of being atypical)
Also diagnosed with: seasonal depression, anxiety, OCD
Joined: 4 May 2010 Gender: Male Posts: 27,646 Location: was Louisiana but now Vermont in capitalistic military dictatorship called USA
15 May 2023, 8:31 pm
Sharada by Skye Sweetnam
Once upon a time there was a girl You wouldn't really call her typical Had her own definition of cool She lived in her own world She had her own style, her own rules She played along like it was usual Nobody really even knew her name To her life was one big game
[Chorus:] She's got her head up in the clouds Sharada Sharada Don't know if she'll come down Sharada Sharada She can't get to bed Sharada Sharada She's got that song stuck in her head
Dreaming all day, that's all she did Ever since she was a little kid All the teachers thought that she was slow She was just dreaming 'bout her show And when they told her she's delerious She didn't care- she's just oblivious She likes to make everyone curious One day she's gonna be famous
[Chorus]
Sharada Sharada
[Chorus]
_________________ "I don't have an anger problem, I have an idiot problem!"
Joined: 4 May 2010 Gender: Male Posts: 27,646 Location: was Louisiana but now Vermont in capitalistic military dictatorship called USA
15 May 2023, 9:05 pm
I'm Not A Punk by Descendents
i'm not a punk, how can i be? show me the way to conformity try to be different but it's always the same end up playin' someone else's game i'm just a square goin' nowhere i'm just a square goin' nowhere you used to walk by my side now you see me comin' now you hide i see you here i see you there i can see that you don't care i'm just a square goin' nowhere
_________________ "I don't have an anger problem, I have an idiot problem!"
Darkness falls and she will take me by the hand Take me to some twilight land Where all but love is grey Where I can't find my way Without her as my guide
Night falls I'm cast beneath her spell Daylight comes Our heaven turns to Hell Am I left to burn And burn eternally? She's a mystery to me
In the night of love words tangle in her hair Words soon to disappear A love so sharp it cuts Like a switchblade to my heart Words tearing me apart
She tears again my bleeding heart I want to run she's pulling me apart Fallen angel cries And I just melt away She's a mystery to me
Haunted by her sight it's the darkness in her eyes That so enslaves me But if my love is blind then I don't want to see She's a mystery to me
Night falls I'm cast beneath her spell Daylight comes our heaven turns to Hell Am I left to burn And burn eternally?
She's a mystery to me
She's a Mystery Girl She's a Mystery Girl She's a Mystery Girl She's a Mystery Girl She's a Mystery Girl She's a Mystery Girl She's a Mystery Girl She's a Mystery Girl She's a Mystery Girl She's a Mystery Girl
_________________ I never give you my number, I only give you my situation. Beatles
Joined: 4 May 2010 Gender: Male Posts: 27,646 Location: was Louisiana but now Vermont in capitalistic military dictatorship called USA
27 May 2023, 8:41 am
Everything Is Overrated by Less Than Jake
Maybe I'm jaded and bored Always lookin' for more Waiting around for the next big fix I know I'm a wreck I'm a mess But I couldn't care less Don't know what it would take to change me
Everybody is so afraid to be different Please excuse me now if I don't get it
I think sex is overrated So is always getting wasted Designer drugs and dead end jobs and Classic rock is so outdated I'm so sick of therapy and all the things it's done to me How can I be satisfied when everything is overrated?
Maybe the problem is me But I won't make believe And I can't take this mediocrity What if this is a test and I deserve what I get Will I wake up with all the answers?
Everybody is too afraid to be different Please excuse me now if I don't listen
I think sex is overrated So is always getting wasted Designer drugs and dead-end jobs and Classic rock is so outdated I'm so sick of therapy and all the things it's done to me How can I be satisfied when everything is overrated?
Wo-oh Wo-oh Wo-oh Wo-oh Wo-oh Wo-oh
When everything is overrated
Wo-oh Wo-oh Wo-oh Wo-oh Wo-oh Wo-oh
When everything is overrated
Can't stand the normal Can't stand the ordinary Find me anything That's extraordinary Show me something Show me anything Am I the only one? Am I the only one?
I think sex is overrated So is always getting wasted All my friends and family They make my life so complicated I'm so sick of apathy and TV show reality How can I be satisfied when everything is overrated?
Wo-oh Wo-oh Wo-oh Wo-oh Wo-oh Wo-oh
When everything is overrated
Wo-oh Wo-oh Wo-oh Wo-oh Wo-oh Wo-oh
When everything is overrated
_________________ "I don't have an anger problem, I have an idiot problem!"