perceptions of fear and anxiety

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seeking mental healthness, i come from dreams of confusion. these dreams are only a reality to me. being lost in the anxiety of fear and lack of awareness. i don't get what is in front of me. i can't conform into the conformity that is required of me. in my attempt i only separate myself beyond the paremeters that can be seen by the average person. i delete what i am saying to resay it in words i think can be comprehensible. who am i in my existence? am i healthy in my mind? i want my uniqueness, my fearlessness that brought me to a country half-way around the world. i'm on a bus in palestine, yes this is true, traveling in fear and without regret. is this healthy? i can't tell you but i can tell you i've been there out of desperation to escape the anxiety and fears of this life. if only the world will love me i will love them back. do not give me drugs, do not give me diagnoses, only give me truth and hope. is there any sense in these words? let it be understood.

Hello again despaired. I hope you are feeling less depressed than you were back in early December. If you don't mind my being boring and mundane, what inspired your travels? And how do you go on the Internet in Israel/Palestine?

Looking forward to hearing more.

Despaired,

don't be. no one will ever understand any of us and in us due to that there is cohesion.

there is always worse, the sadness of which can be overwhelming. yet you've survived one more day without THAT fate. one more day to figure it out. its no use feeling guilty for being spared.
I wish you peaceful dreams and moments of whole hearted inspirations.