another aspie poem!

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i have just written this, i am considering showing it to my NT friends to explain how i feel:

I do not belong here,
This world does not suit me
The place I belong is undiscovered yet,
But there I would be free.

In this world people shout
It makes no difference whether at you or me
It scares me; I think I will be hit
I just don’t think like you, you see?

There are too many people here
Claustrophobic, that’s me
It’s all the touching, I can’t breathe
Why can’t these people just let me be?

And then there is the light and sounds
For those of you that don’t know me
Metal and bangs are just no good
I have sensory sensitivity!

Then everyone talks at once
And it just confuses me
Who do I listen to, I just don’t know?
It’s called APD!

I just don’t want a relationship
No one can own me!
I want to be my own person
Not attached to someone like an NT!

In this world when I stim
People want to know what is wrong with me
Rocking resets me, calms me down
Is a bit like the control alt delete key

This world drives me insane
To the point that I begin to hate me
This is when I hurt myself
At these times I just want to flee

In my own world there is plenty of space
There I can just be me
What is clear, I just don’t fit in here
The truth is I’m an aspie!

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