Kasuki-Chan wrote:
*sighs* my boyfriend from the 7th grade, we were dating for about a year, he was in the military and had to move. the day he left for Arizona his last words to me after i asked what he was gonna do their were "go back to one of my hotter, prettier girlfriends".
After all our goodtimes and laughs, all he had to say was i wasnt pretty or hot enough for him,
i gave him my heart and he shattered it, i gave him my soul and he colored it black,
i gave him my love and he rejected it,
i asked him a question, and got the answer no one ever deserves.
my inner beauty is more then my outer, to say i am not beautiful is to say i don't have a soul.
i do. though it may be stained by life's horrific experiences, i still have a soul.
although it takes me time to trust, once my trust is earned, and once i have yours, i will do nothing to give the pain that i have felt in life to other's, no one should ever feel such pain like i have.
nick, if you are out there, just know you have lost a girl who loved you deeply, who would have died for you, who had given you her heart, only for it to be shattered again by lifes cruel idea of fun.
my past is one of horror and terror, no one should experiance what i have.
I forever will remember.
my memory is clear.
i will not forget.
heartbreak is a very horrible thing to go through, especially when you're young, I've had it happen to me at least 3 times now, the third being caused by *name removed by user*, who I loved dearly and would have done anything for, turned out she used me for her own ends like the woman before her
however, I'm joyed as there is someone out there who can repair what *name removed* did to me.
Kasuki, I'm sure for you there is someone out there that loves you and will love you and not break your heart.. find him
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I miss a very close friend of mine right now, can't wait for her to come online when she does
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Thanks Tinkerbell.
Allegedly away with the fairies for 6-7 years
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