There is something I did not say, about/to the person I miss so much (and miss so much especially tonight).
Yes...during all nights and during all days...but especially tonight...
I need you.
I need you more than you know...more than you could possibly know at this moment in time.
You are precious to me, precious beyond not only measure, but beyond the capabilities of human comprehension.
You interpenetrate my world. You are an integral part of every atom of my world, and every particle of every atom, and beyond: to the vast, measureless intra-atomic spaces which interpenetrate all of the universes of ourselves and the cosmos...the infinite Mobius strip of That Which Is across eternity.
(Are you smiling yet? )
Yes, I'm playing (because I want you to smile)...but I'm also as serious as I have ever been in my life.
Because everything I have written here is true.
I love you.
I need you.
And I miss you so much I feel physical pain because, right now, we cannot touch each other with our bodies, and my body needs so much to touch your body and to be touched by you.
Right now, it seems as if all of our universe is out of kilter, and only your touch, and your presence in my life, can rebalance the axes of existence.
You are to me, in so many ways, existence itself.
I love you so much.