Do you miss someone right now?

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Yes I knew a girl online about 7years ago who I felt was the only person to every really understand & accept me. She shown concern for me during a time I was feeling extremely misunderstood & unaccepted. She had some drug & alcohol issues thou & the last I heard from her she was bragging about how she drank so much she had to get her stomach pumped a few days before. I really miss her because I felt she was the one true friend I ever had

Some days are worse than others.

Today is really bad.

I've been playing the Madison Avenue Band's version of "Tupelo Honey" (on YouTube) repeatedly, all morning long, and it's just making me sadder...but sadder in a good way. Sadder in a way that makes me feel closer. (The lyrics don't relate, but the music absolutely echoes what I am feeling.)

I know that the timing is not yet "here," but I want so much for the right hour, the right day, the right "season" to come. In the meantime, I hope the person I miss so much knows--to the depths of every cell and every atom and every quark of his being--that I want him, I miss him, I love him, and--if he is still agreeable --I want to spend all the rest of my life with him.

He and I have been through so incredibly much to get to this point in time. We've been on this road together (beginning even before we met), walking out the sometimes seemingly endless steps of this journey together, since before I was born.

I can feel that the right time is near, but as I write this, it's still not physically here. I know this is the darkness before the dawn. I know the dawn will come. I know all of this is--and always has been--"on schedule"...but right now, us being apart just feels unbelievably painful.

I love him more than he knows. More than he could possibly know right now.

And, if he wants me, I want to be with him for all of the rest of our lives.

I miss two people, one being a girl, and another being a friend from my freshmen year. The girl I haven't talked to in almost a month, I really want to talk to her again, and the guy I haven't talked to in forever we used to get into really deep conversation. I recently found out he had asperges too, after I was diagnosed. He was one of my best friends. He just stopped talking to me though..

I miss my ex-girlfriend.
I loved her and leave her because I think we can't make it through with all the differences that we had.

I miss this one woman I worked with, I worked at a group home for the mentally ill. It was difficult at first but due to the individuals high functioning skills we worked out a pretty great routine. Than the woman I missed started to work at my site with me, I had been so used to working alone that it surprised me when she actually wanted to help. Then of course, a week later I found out she was engaged to be married. I knew it would turn out badly but it still didn't stop me, working in close proximity, having a routine that was pretty much set in stone and her actually showing an interest in me. She was beautiful, she worked at many of the types of companies I had worked at before (same brand name store, company, etc. just a different city) and she liked a lot of things I did. She invited me to the wedding, and a week before the wedding happened, I snapped. I told her exactly how I felt about her and I didn't hear from her again. She worked at a different site, she didn't answer my emails. I had only sent two, never once getting a response that I was making her uncomfortable and then I was called into the office getting written up for harassment. I didn't understand then, all I felt was heartache, humiliation, and pain.

It's still relatively fresh in my mind, since it happened a few months ago but looking back a part of me had to know what I was doing was wrong; I just wanted to believe that woman who I had at least befriended could still be my friend again. Due to what I was feeling at the time of the write up I resigned from my job. I can't say with certainty how she feels, what has occurred since then but she probably is happily in marriage bound bliss happy that I am gone and laughing about it with all the friends that tried to console her as a victim of harassment. Yet I still do miss the person I thought she was and wish I had the chance to really figure her out. I'll never get what I had back but for the few months I worked with her, it was bliss and I'd trade anything to get that back if it was realistically possible.

yes i do miss someone... it actually makes me sad that its the end of the semester because it means i wont be seeing her for quite a while... who knows how long.... she's transferring to another campus........... i guess in a way its a good thing that this is happening because of the things that occured in the past.. i think this would be a great time for the both of us to have space and to do some thinking... though, i really hope she'd consider coming back soon...

Not really since I am going to be seeing some of my close and good friends Saturday evening for my graduation party. It is good to your friends some space often as possible since you should not bother them everyday.

yea i know.... that actually made me laugh a bit...

I miss my best friend. She's been away studying for almost a year now. I thought I could stick it out easily, but as time went on I've slowly realised how much I actually relied on her for emotional support. We still talk over MSN and such, but it's not the same as her actually being there. My other mates try to fill in but I know they're not entirely up to it.
Just 3 more months! t>.<*

I miss the guys I used to live with, but luckily I had the chance to see them last weekend and so I feel alot better about it.

Mainly, and completely, I miss my girl who just disappeared. I just can't let her go, and ever since she just went I've felt like some loose end flapping about that believed in nothing and acted as though there could never be repercussions to anything that could possibly match in intensity, in pain, in shame and in sorrow the loss of her.

How absurd of me. She was probably just bored.

Ex-girlfriend, dumped me about 3 years ago, haven't been able to function since

I'm missing more than one person. I'm trying to make up my mind so I can at least miss one at a time, lol....

I miss my 7th Grade music teacher, Mr. Jones. I'd like to tell him that I listen to classical music on YouTube, from time to time. I want to tell him, that I still want to go to London, after 23 years. I'd like to tell him, that I've accepted my accent, back in the Summer of 2000. I want to tell him that I have a fondness for 2 London related things in particular - Routemaster buses and The Kinks. I want to apologize for all the madness that I've put him through, the first music semester, of my 7th and last year, in Elementary School.

Mr. Jones is from East End London, btw.

I was kind of missing that internet GF I had few years ago.
For some reason I got to thinking about her the other night and wondering what she was up to.
Of course I have no way to contact her and find out. I deleted all my messages with her a while ago.

Thought I'd try looking her up though, just to see if I could find her. I could only go with what information I could remember.

I had her first name... and I could roughly recall where she lived. Someplace along the coast in this state, near a president's home... I used Google Earth and scanned the coastline and found the place I was looking for. I knew she lived in the town next to it... than I know her home was somewhere near the river. I think I found it. That one house looks familiar... I scanned the area some more and found her high school.

But wait... she's not actually there. She was in college. What college was it?.... where?... It was in-state. So I started scanning for the colleges and universities in the state, town by town until something looked familiar. Didn't take me too long until I found it. Found a view of some sort of graduation gathering. Yes, that's it. She told me about that gathering when we were touring Google Earth. Her dorm is right over here. That's the path she takes... took to class. The photos she showed me were right from here. Hmm...

I wonder if she graduated by now? I tried searching for the school's graduate lists for the past years. Couldn't really find her on them.
I guess it would help if I could remember her last name. I only know the first letter of it.

Anyway, I tried many different searches with different combination of the info I knew to just see if I could get an idea of where she was and what she up to.

Nothing. Sigh...

I guess I was surprised by how much I do still remember.

There's a first time for everything. I miss a guy I see at my church on Sunday morning. He's spiritual, tall, intelligent, funny, good listener, kind, affectuous (sometimes) and single. (And he smells SO good). I wonder why I miss him. It's not that I'm in love or anything.

I miss my boyfriend who lives 4 hours away. I'm going to see him next week but I still miss him!