Letting out my most current frustration.

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I have a crush on a waitress in a café. She is about 5 feet 3 inches, about 120 pounds to 130 pounds. She has uneven teeth. I like to look at the skin on her shoulders and her armpit. She has nice smile.

I'm positive that she suspects that I am autistic. I was very foolish to assume that she had changed her hair to impress me. I want to ask her out but I am too terrified of being rejected. Besides, I cannot risk stop going to that café because it is one of the most eseential elements of my routine. I cannot stop fantasizing about making love to her and making her smile. I have refused to ask out women who I had crush on before. I hope she quits that place and go somewhere else.

I am ashamed that I am not rich enough or smart enough. When I think that she might be somewhere with another man, I feel sad. I wish I had more qualities of attraction. I hate it when I have to see someone who I have crush on every day.

In neurotypical but i know what it feels like to have a crush on someone and see them every day, it feels like you have no chance. But im shure you have a chance with this girl you should become her friend first, spend time with her and make her laugh
<3 zamo

Dats good advice. If you make a good impression and ask about doing something in both of your free time, she will probably be at least a bit flattered that you asked. If she says no.. it's not that embarrassing a situation. People ask people out everyday.