Alright folks, been a minute since i've posted some things on here, but at this point, i'm so uncertain about where I want to go as far as relationships.
One little high school deal, that ship has long sailed (the first ended up pregnant, not by me)...
I tried my luck at a second relationship. We talked and had a bit of excitement (going out to dinner, hanging out at her place, etc., etc.), but she said that she just wasn't ready for a relationship, which was fine. She works a couple of jobs, including an overnight gig. I respected that decision for months, and well, it came to a screeching halt recently. I kept talking to her and trying to plan more things w/ her, but she became so busy, it was almost close to impossible to plan things, and i became a bit frustrated, more and more. It boiled down to the point where i flipped my lid after I saw something on facebook (lo and behold, i know) about her hanging out with someone even though she had said that she was working overnights all weekend.
So that boat left the dock.
As of right now, I'm lost in thought. I can't figure out where i'm gonna go, and i know that i'm not supposed to. Usually, I don't go towards love, I let love come to me, and i've been in a "fukitol" mood since i started going to college.
Maybe dating/relationships just aren't for me, i don't know...