Do you miss someone right now?

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No, I prefer to live in the here & now. That’s enough for me.

Hope you are well, is everything alright? We don't talk as frequent anymore as we use to. Are you exhausted from your new job? Are you okay? Did something happen? Did you lose interest? Did I do something wrong? You online seem to message me when you need something from me or just assitance. I hate feeling like like this? Maybe I should've just said how I felt about you already, it's just very difficult because we have been such great friends even though I wish to be more than that. I don't want to be "a friend"

I wish there was a way for me to show you that a really like you.

Just some thoughts that have been stuck in my head lately. I have absolutely nothing going on in my life anymore so I'm stuck with my own thoughts, feelings and emotions.
I wouldn't say any of these thoughts and questions in person (especially towards the person in question) because it would probably make me look extremely clingy and whatnot.
Maybe I did become extremely clingy and whatnot. idk

Don't ever become self aware fiends, it's just a downhill painful process full of destructive thoughts and feelings you can't explain to anybody (or even try to overly explain them to make sure no one gets the wrong idea)
Anyways, I'm doing well overall, just a bit lonely and waiting for my food that I ordered an hour ago. Wondering what has brought my life to this point and what would be the best way to confessions my feelings to above person to get some sort of closure knowing I finally got that off my chest.

I miss my online friend. I thought we were close and valued our friendship but it seems that I was the only one believing that. He decided to make some changes in his life. And now ... nothing is there anymore of what our friendship consisted of. I could not deal with the change, still can't understand why it happened on an emotional level. I do not know how to cut off the feelings of missing our friendship activities, even though they were only online chatting about things and shared interests. It should not be a big deal, right? Just move on, scratch it off as another one who used me for a while to fill his needs of social contact. But I can't. And I don't understand why. It is like a huge block in front of me and I can't get around it.

I kind of miss a friend I had...but well last thing I heard from them was...I just put up a post on facebook talking about how I was concerned about the Trump wall harming wildlife particlarly the ocelot cat since their habitat sometimes can expand into the U.S and the wall would f**k up their population along with other wild animals. I mean I even took care not to make it super political just I was concerned about the damages to wildlife. And as a response this guy I thought was my friend posted 'poppycock, bla bla bla about how I was wrong. And just like if the person was still my friend if thye thought I was wrong they should have just messeged me about it to talk and exchange view points...but they just told me I was posting 'poppycock nonsense' so I deleted my post and haven't talked to that person since. Is just he went the wrong way he's probably a blue liner now....makes me sad but well I am not in contact with the guy anymore really. Just makes me sad that he took the wrong way, we could still be friends but he was rather mean with his response to my post when I feel if he really valued the friendship we had he would have tried to make more of an effort to understand why i felt the way I did than just dismissing it as 'poppycock'.LIke the guy knew me so he should have known I wouldn't just put stuff up like that for nothing but I guess the blue line washing runs deep.

Yes, I do miss someone. I'm afraid that we've been drifting apart and that my cancer and its effects (feeling so horrible I can't do video chats, or sometimes even texting, maybe) will seal the deal. I really, really, really wish I didn't have such a problem with initiating contact (with anyone at all, it's part of my social anxiety) and that I was a better conversationalist so I could steer the conversation away from just being about me, how I'm feeling, what's being done treatment-wise, etc. I feel like our conversations focus too much on me, and both of the things I mentioned are major factors as to why I feel like a horrible friend.

I guess I kind of miss her. I'm not sure what I would do with her right now. Maybe I would be really angry with her if I saw her again. Maybe we would cuddle and kiss and that was it. Maybe we would hatefuck each other because of all the things that happened between us. I don't know. I think I'm missing just a version of her that doesn't exist anymore. I think I would just walk away if I saw her again. Or I would fall on my knees, begging her that she would come back to me. But it's such a long time ago that she left me. I don't know why I would care. I think I more than I would enjoy being with her would be beating the crap out of her new boyfriend.
Yeah I guess that makes me a pretty possesive person.
And it's a good thing that she doesn't see me again. She's with someone that isn't so f****d up like me.

I did loose my grandmother about 1 year ago. But right now i feel ok.

I miss my girlfriends. We cant be together right now.

I miss my grandpa very much. He passed away in 2017 from Alzheimers. He was the best person I have ever known. He stuck with me through my worst times growing up. Living through these tough times has made me yearn for his wisdom even more.

Yeah & my head's in the wrong place to do anything about this.

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I do miss someone very much.

Hello everyone. I actually miss some people I met on here. I've been away for a very long time (I think my last visit was like 2013). I'm glad to see this thread is still meaningful and going strong.

I miss the guy I’m dating, he went to bed.

Myself.

No, I dodged a bullet.