Hi I'd need some help with this one problem.
It's been a while since I last time wrote here because, everything's been so good and smooth lately. But now I am again really really lost and I need your help.
I met this boy few months ago. We slowly started to get to know each other, and then, I realized I really really much started to like him.
And it was really fast and I fell in love with him.
At first everything was really good and okay, he told me he likes me and loves me and I am perfect the way I am and me being aspie was alright to him.
But now few weeks ago he suddenly stopped talking to me and it was confusing and after some time he said he doesn't want to be with me because, I am so immature and he said I am not ready for a relationship mature wise, and that he can not handle me.
Well he still said he will be here for me and he loves me.
But then little by little he started to ignore me more and more and then stopped talking to me.
And I realized I am so so so clingy towards him, I just can not stay away from him.
I cry, I scream, I do everything to get his attention.
I DON'T WANT TO STAY AWAY FROM HIM I NEED HIM I WANT HIM
I always get what I want now I don't.
He told me I am immature and clingy. And last thing he told me was "next time you like someone, don't be so obsessive".
At first he said it's okay that I am aspie and he understands me. And then not..
Not he has blocked me on skype and he doesn't answer me.
I'm so so so scared, I need him, I'm scared
I don't want to eat I don't want to sleep I just want him near me and I want him talk to me
What can I do ..
I don't want to let go
AND I DON'T UNDERSTAND
Why he did this
WHAT did I do wrong?!
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Living in my own bubble.