RikkiK wrote:
I definitely agree about looking into AVEN. I'm a bit younger than you but felt extremely uncomfortable with sexual contact since my first kiss and was always confused about it. then I happened to meet an Aspie and we clicked and intimacy with him just doesn't faze me. the emotional made the physical seem right. So, if you identify with being asexual, be open about that when meeting people, but there are bound to be people out there who are willing to having loving sexless relationships. do you never feel sexual feelings, or do you just feel wrong after experiences? I never quite felt alright identifying as asexual, as technically they aren't supposed to have any sexual urges at all.
actually they can have sexual drive, it os only not directed at anyone. The core aspect of asexuality is not feeling sexually attracted to anyone, whether you feel physical drive or not, whether you have sex or not, whether you masturbate or not etc
I found this awesome link that explained everything. I wanted to post it here but I would have to find it again... If I do I will post.
your experience sounds like that of a demi-sexual.