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05 Jun 2011, 1:39 am

ive had it happen. ive told no to a bunch of women. im too f****d up to do anything anyhow.



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05 Jun 2011, 1:39 am

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ive had it happen. ive told no to a bunch of women. im too f**** up to do anything anyhow.

not f****d up but maybe it's not what you want


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05 Jun 2011, 1:40 am

MXH wrote:
ive had it happen. ive told no to a bunch of women. im too f**** up to do anything anyhow.


What do you mean to F'd up too do anything?


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05 Jun 2011, 1:42 am

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ive had it happen. ive told no to a bunch of women. im too f**** up to do anything anyhow.


What do you mean to F'd up to do anything?

im f**k ed up. im a f**k up. what more is there to say?



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05 Jun 2011, 1:43 am

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ive had it happen. ive told no to a bunch of women. im too f**** up to do anything anyhow.

not f**** up but maybe it's not what you want

i dont know what i want. I just want it to be done.



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05 Jun 2011, 1:46 am

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im f**k ed up. im a f**k up. what more is there to say?


I don't like to be touched or to be kissed but i still went for it. You never know how you would react but you will regreat not going for it. I am 41 I regreat everything I chickened out off when I was in my 20's.


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05 Jun 2011, 1:48 am

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MXH wrote:
im f**k ed up. im a f**k up. what more is there to say?


I don't like to be touched or to be kissed but i still went for it. You never know how you would react but you will regreat not going for it. I am 41 I regreat everything I chickened out off when I was in my 20's.


im talking much bigger picture than just random sex here. Im probably banned from the f**k up olympics for being too good.



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05 Jun 2011, 2:06 am

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im talking much bigger picture than just random sex here. Im probably banned from the f**k up olympics for being too good.


You will regret not doing anything and remember everything you should of done when your further done the road in age. There was a take out girl who use to sneak up behind me to bite me on the shoulder to make me jump. She was the only worker whi I did not mind touching me. I did not ask her out because she was getting teased a lot for being weird like I was. I was afraid they would make fun of me for going out with her, You know what I relise now? They made fun of me regardless if I went out with her or not. They would have made fun of regardless of what I did. I now sit infront of a computer screen make stupid comments and I am regretting not asking her out I let myself chicken out of having a releationship with someone who did not find me too strange to be with. Don't be 41 full of regrets of what you should have done. She was 19 then so she would be 35 today so she is probably married with kids now. It would kill me to find her on facebook I do not even search for her.


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05 Jun 2011, 2:08 am

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MXH wrote:
im talking much bigger picture than just random sex here. Im probably banned from the f**k up olympics for being too good.


You will regret not doing anything and remember everything you should of done when your further done the road in age. There was a take out girl who use to sneak up behind me to bite me on the shoulder to make me jump. She was the only worker whi I did not mind touching me. I did not ask her out because she was getting teased a lot for being weird like I was. I was afraid they would make fun of me for going out with her, You know what I relise now? They made fun of me regardless if I went out with her or not. They would have made fun of regardless of what I did. I now sit infront of a computer screen make stupid comments and I am regretting not asking her out I let myself chicken out of having a releationship with someone who did not find me too strange to be with. Don't be 41 full of regrets of what you should have done. She was 19 then so she would be 35 today so she is probably married with kids now. It would kill me to find her on facebook I do not even search for her.

great advice in here


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05 Jun 2011, 2:11 am

i cant see having more regrets than now.



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05 Jun 2011, 2:18 am

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i dont think ill be 41, let alone sitting behind a computer screen.


Yup I said the same thing. I have told people I won't be around to see sixty but my doctor assures me he has patients that are in their 80's who had the same physical problems I have in their forties. So who knows. I have been depressed off and on since the 80's but I have always weathered the storm. I even tried to hang myself in my closet once when I was 11 with a belt but I am still here and my parents believed the story of me doing chin ups in my closet. I am here today because of shoddy carpentry not because of bad knot tying, I don't regret it one bit. :wink:


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05 Jun 2011, 2:22 am

idk, ive disliked everything so far. Im sure sex isnt going to magically make everything better.



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05 Jun 2011, 2:23 am

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idk, ive disliked everything so far. Im sure sex isnt going to magically make everything better.


It wont fix a thing but having a companion who cares for you might make it easier.


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05 Jun 2011, 2:24 am

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idk, ive disliked everything so far. Im sure sex isnt going to magically make everything better.


It wont fix a thing but having a companion who cares for you might make it easier.

like thatll happen.



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05 Jun 2011, 2:27 am

MXH wrote:
Todesking wrote:
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idk, ive disliked everything so far. Im sure sex isnt going to magically make everything better.


It wont fix a thing but having a companion who cares for you might make it easier.

like thatll happen.

it won't happen if you push them away


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05 Jun 2011, 2:29 am

hyperlexian wrote:
MXH wrote:
Todesking wrote:
MXH wrote:
idk, ive disliked everything so far. Im sure sex isnt going to magically make everything better.


It wont fix a thing but having a companion who cares for you might make it easier.

like thatll happen.

it won't happen if you push them away

no, it wont happen because noone has, does, will like me.