GoatOnFire wrote:
All right, I get pissed off when someone goes on and on about lowering your expectations. Maybe I don't want to go out with Jabba the Slut?
When I was 17 these guys who pretended to be my friends so they could giggle like a bunch of b*****s at the antics they were able to talk me into doing. They wanted to do them but were to scared to do them like swearing at strangers, starting fights, vandalism. and other random stupidity. These guys were all making fun of me because I was still a virgin. They noticed this one girl in my art class was always talking to me or making excuses to hang out with me. So one of them took the initiative to tell her I liked her and wanted to go out with her. I told them I found her annoying and boring but they were telling me to keep my mouth shut about and say what she wants to here to get her. I did what they said and I finally got her to let me hang around with her at her house they would drop me off and leave me there. Finally after a week or two of hanging out with her she finally let me have sex with her. I went through with it I did what I had to and did not enjoy being with her.
I was stuck being with her when it was done she could not stop touching my hair or arms. I forced small talk while I faked some eye contact by looking at her forehead. It was horrible I cannot see how some men can have one night stand or sex with a prostitute. When my friends showed up all I could think off was that at least thats one thing they could nolonger make fun of me for. Wrong, she talked to them after I got into the car and when we pulled out of the drive way they all started laughing at me saying some guys like big girls. Then they said it is usually the woman who fakes enjoying being with the man not the other way around. Me forcing myself to be with her gave them even more stuff to pick on me about.
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