I'm so freakin' upset right now (no tears surprisingly). I sent her a text a few hours ago saying "yo if you want to talk at all, call me after 530. i feel like a dick for cutting you off so abruptly and probably hurting you." She hasn't responded to the text and probably won't call. I know I hurt her because she got very emotional when I dumped her. I guess she wants to be what the frat boys call a slam pig. She literally enjoys that lifestyle even though she's supposedly a conservative christian (not my favorite ideology/religion, lol).
I'm probably better off without women in my life. I have a date tomorrow, but what's the point? She probably wants to do one of those Casual Flings. I can do that when I don't have a life and can pursue lots of women, but right now, I have other things going on that prevent me from pursuing tons of girls.
EDIT: I got her to call me, but she's not sure if she wants to have sex with me again and she said she'll get back to me later. She said she was extremely pissed off with me. It turns out she didn't actually have sex with that guy, but it didn't sound like she was reeling for me to take her back, so maybe it just wasn't with that particular guy.
I don't know. If she wants to hookup again, I'll do it. I got a summer job offer elsewhere in this state and I'll be leaving by Sunday. Literally nobody knows of this.
This one in the OP is getting treated like s**t if she comes back (i.e. I disappear without a word on Sunday). Actually, all my "friends" are getting this treatment. They weren't good for anything besides being a horrible crowd to get in with, do various drugs, and meet lots of ruined women. I was a perfectly happy guy before I met these losers.
04 Apr 2011, 11:48 am
