I'm afraid I'm not good enough...

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better than to be so desperate to appeal to others that you sacrifice everything that makes you who you are. I've been down that road, trying to be helpful,and nice, compromising on everything, smiling and listening to other people's problems and taking time to do favors, and generally trying to make myself as appealing as possible. And you know what that got me?

Jack sh**. People used me, and dropped me. One f***ing b***h rebuffed me so she could have an affair with a married guy. I realized she wasn't worth it. I've realized basically all the girls I've pursued were wastes of flesh. People with no ambition, or so ilttle it was pathetic. They aspired to be cogs in corporate machines, and consumerist drones. They were content as long as they had their nice clothes, their stuff and an occasional trip to the tropics.

f**k them. I'm through wasting my time trying to be good enough. I AM good enough, and I am content to practice my art, and if someone comes along who likes me, and wants to be with me, she'll have to prove HER WORTH, because my time is too precious.