i don't even really like physical sex, it's too much touching and too much intense input, i inadvertently shut down. i recieve my greatest intimate pleasure through my ears, and regularly fall in love with fellow musicians, often with devastating results . Playing music together with someone on a deep level of improv-conversations is (for me) better than banging slippery genitalia together, and certain voices leave me defenseless and tingly. I still get the prefrontal lobe seizure shudder that denotes pleasure. i call it an eargasm.
so is that gay, straight or bi?
the autistic mind is a convoluted and beautiful place.